Sticky: Asian Women and White Men: Why the Mental Health of Hapa Sons and Daughters of White Men (With Yellow Fever) and Asian Women Needs to be Addressed, and Why You Should Reach Out to Hapa People; by the son of a Holocaust denying, conservative, shy, black-hating white man, and a hair-dying, colored contact wearing, mentally ill, insanely violent Hong Kongese mother

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I changed the above picture for fear of doxxing; ironically, the picture is now of another Eurasian male who went to an Ivy League school, had a conservative white dad, and an Asian mother, and had a public meltdown. Use this blog as an example of how troubled Hapas can be, some worse than others. I wrote this essay about two years ago, at the peak of a very, very damaging breakdown. Since then, thanks to a supportive community and a (now large) group of Eurasians putting their brains together, I have transformed this blog into a rational discussion of the dangers of hatred, the reality of race relations even in romance, and even discovered the source of why I was so crazy; my older posts (if you go back to the beginning) can be used as a representation of the kind of damage that was done to my mind, and the kind of psychosis that can be found in mixed young men and women without proper intervention. If I hadn’t started this blog, I would likely now be dead or imprisoned, and ironically by writing I found the source of the very unsettling problems I had no more than two years ago; hence I won’t change the title. If you don’t believe that I am Hapa, continue reading. I try to present the issues as honestly as I can.

nicholas-cage-alice-kim-custody-battle-kal-el-cage-pp.jpgI am a formerly well liked, handsome, outgoing, popular, Dartmouth educated Eurasian man – a literal brown haired, hazel eyed dream Hapa boy – born to a mentally ill, violent, Chinese mother who sought out marriage into the powered WASP class – but then realized too late that the man she married was an underemployed, emotionally damaged, meek, rapidly balding, hyper-racist, hyper-conservative conspiracy theorist male who was an “Asiaphile” who wanted a “traditional, chaste Asian wife who wouldn’t sleep with black men” – and she essentially killed herself. At around age 20 I encountered anti-Asian racism (ironically from Asian women in my own family and white “friends” who actually liked Asian women because they were easy) and due to inheriting my father’s entitlement to the world and being raised to be superior, I was unprepared to deal with it; I am emotionally unstable, self-loathing, deeply mentally disturbed, addicted, underemployed, have strong intimacy issues, and to this day still unable to undo the damage that the Eurasian myths and family’s racism did to me, and unable to form proper relationships due to my self-hatred instilled on me during the first 20 years of my life. Unlike other Eurasians who find self-esteem in underpaid modeling jobs, are gay, permavirgins, or leverage their half-whiteness to Asian women, my self-implosion has been broadcast to the world to the point that I am internet famous. I am not afraid to be as viciously honest as I need to be in order to speak on the reality of this world.

If you don’t think this website is valid – go to Reddit.com/r/hapas, which received 13.5 million views in 2 years, and 2 million views in the last two months. Also – find half Asians with Asian fathers and compare their behavior to those with Asian mothers. 

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There are very specific issues with being the children of anti-feminist, racist, unattractive white men, and self hating Asian women who try as hard as they can to integrate and create white children. None of these apply to the children of Asian fathers. Almost every single part-Asian that people use to justify the superiority of Half Asians involves a Half Asian with an Asian father or grandfather (or both): Keanu Reeves, Dean Cain, Brandon Lee, and his father Bruce Lee. The reason why the sons and daughters of Asian men and white women fare better is simply because they are raised to not view whiteness as a superior entity; which both of my parents did, both of them being white supremacists.

Asian women specifically hate Asian men – and hope to create Eurasian children in order to raise their status; White men use Asian women as a means to get laid, provided that they are unable to do so with non-Asian women, whereby meaning that Eurasian childrens’ only value is to look as un-Asian as possible, meaning that Eurasian children are highly prone to mental illness, extremely racist parents, and broken homes.

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Asian women are the ONLY race that explicitly goes out of their way to attack men of Asian appearance in an attempt to integrate and raise their own value. I do NOT like Asian women, firstly because they are physically unattractive, and also because their behavior is off-putting, controlling, hateful, calculating, and rude, as many others have noticed about them; they seem to pick lower status, unattractive white, and only white men, while Asian and Eurasian men will marry anyone, while Asian women only marry white males. Asian women will actually go out of their way to attack Eurasian men, as well, in a desperate attempt to bring Asian looking men down with them, and lower status, unattractive white men will use this as a ways to validate their whiteness – at the expense of anyone of Asian appearance, including Half Asian men. Asian women will attempt to control their Asian looking sons’ dating choices – pushing them towards Asian women; while white men who marry Asian women will act upon their insecurity and lack of control of their marriage, and lash out at Asian men, black men, and white women. Asian women are so unattractive that they pursue bottom of the barrel men of all races, putting Half Asian children in danger.

Even Kip Fulbeck, king of all Hapas, admitted that the Hapa male process of self-hatred is such a problem, that it should be a cause for concern.

Iimage1-5magine being raised by two racists – your own parents. Your own mother wanted a white man, yet here you are – a half Asian, a man who looks very Asian. Except you have a white father. Is it possible to raise a healthy child considering the loaded, white-worshipping nature of yellow fever and white fever? How can a biracial child be expected to be normal if he looks Asian, and the entire basis of his parents’ relationship was that the man not be Asian? How can Asian women outmarry at such high rates, have an open ‘white fetish,’ and expect Asian looking sons to be emotionally well adjusted?

In short: I am the son of a foreign born Asian woman from Hong Kong who deliberately married a tall (6’3″, skinny), red-haired, blue eyed, bearded white man. She, like many Asian women, sought out a man who had a “Western” background so that she could feel integrated into her new home, and better than her fully Asian peers. She was by and large mentally ill, violent, abusive, cruel towards my father when he wasn’t making enough money, extremely controlling, and had self-image issues, changing her entire appearance to “look white.” She did not and never did love my father, and only used him because he was white; their entire marriage was violent, loveless (father sleeping on the floor for fifteen years), and calculating.

This man (a semi-famous paleoconservative Homophobic activist on par with the Westboro Baptist Church) was interested in Asian culture and married because he was socially unable to marry a white or non-Asian woman due to his political beliefs and personality quirks (he is very socially conservative, very racist against blacks, Hispanics and Muslims, a Holocaust denier and anti-Semite, extremely over the top homophobic, very shy, not many friends, belief that white women are too liberated, extremely distasteful of feminism, extremely meek and unable to make eye contact with others, steps off the sidewalk when larger men approach, unwilling to work or make money for fear of violating Christian scripture). His interest in Asian culture was largely dictated by his personality – in which he idealized Asian cultures as being more honorable and traditional, and mistook “white worship” (a cultural tick in which Asian women see themselves as less beautiful than white women and marry white men for status and integration), for “traditionalism” and “submissiveness.”

I was raised largely as a white child, yet turned more Asian in appearance with age. I was raised in an environment that had an undercurrent of anti-Asian male racism (America), saw Asian women (including five out of six of them in my own family, all of them, including my own parents divorced or separated – my mother being dead) throw themselves at white men (the majority of whom are racists, Republicans, or short and or meek), and also an over-current of false Eurasian myths about beauty and intelligence. I subconsciously always believed myself to be “less” because my own mother and her sisters all were married to white men and adamantly denied I was Asian for a decade. 

My parents’ relationship, as was the case in every single one of my female relatives, was loveless, violent and broken due to her disillusionment with my father after ten years as he failed to make enough money, and grew balder and fatter and no longer lived up to the White male Prince Charming she had wanted (separate bedrooms, forced to sleep on the couch, extreme violent fighting). My brother and I suffered extreme psychological and physical abuse (beaten with coat hangers by our mother, Tiger Mommed, had her threaten to kill herself with a butcher knife in front of us, threatened to crash the car with us in it while driving at 90 mph), and her behavior became worse and worse as she realized that her white husband wasn’t making as much money as her brother and sister, who both married Chinese partners. This is a story of someone who was very sick, and in recovery.

The behavior of Asian women, in particular, is like nothing else on earth, to the point that you can see the majority of all stories about abusive parents on Reddit’s AsianParentStories sub – complain about the mothers, including the second generation Asian mothers – like Amy Chua – who metamorphosize into the Tiger Mothers that they hate, despite claiming to hate Asian men. Celeste Ng, a New York Times best-selling author, personally attacked me, after I pointed out that her book “Everything I Never Told You” was based on the broken WMAF families in her friends’ circle, yet she had written it about a family involving an Asian father. Asian women have proven themselves to be extremely hostile against non-Asian women, something out of their deep self-loathing and cultural proclivity towards integration and status, wherein love is secondary if not nonexistent in favor of maintaining status, face, and power over women who they view, deep down, as more beautiful than them. They will even go so far as to attack Asian male / non-Asian female couples, and force their Eurasian children (like me) to marry Asian, in an attempt to maintain an image of false superiority over non-Asian women; (e.g., that Asian women are the most beautiful, when they are not, and heavily rely on yellow fever and male desperation for their feeling of integration and desirability).

When I got older, despite the fact that society told me that I was “unique” for being Eurasian, I was treated with contempt by both white people AND Asian people; Asian women would often express disgust at me for being Asian (scowling at me on the street, or smirking), and white people would constantly remind me that I was Asian in a way to demean and undermine me. Several of my “friends,” who were engineers and nerdy, actually would take every opportunity to remind me of my Asianness, while sleeping with Asian women, as Asian women were all they could get. This caused me to self implode from a popular, outgoing Eurasian to becoming a recluse and suicidal. My insanity grew more and more pervasive as I fantasized about cutting out my eyes to make them deeper, refused to look in the mirror for five years,

Two years after writing the below, I am leaving it word for word, as I wrote it, as proof of how I felt and feelings I still struggle with as a male of Asian heritage who clearly looks Asian, born to a mother who thought of Asian men as beneath her. I am highly educated, formerly well liked, popular, handsome, out going  and like many Eurasians I burned out in my twenties with the realization that people, even Asian women in my Asian family, hate my Asian side, so now I’ve turned my talents towards exposing the last bastion of White supremacy in the world as candidly as I can. I am literally dissecting White male / Asian women couples and the Eurasian identity to a degree that nobody else ever has.

I actually moved to China (which saved my life) in order to escape racism and feelings of inferiority – and was shocked on learning that my own mother (and many other Chinese) had moved to America in order to find the American dream – a dream that hated me for my Asian blood. 

highly recommend that any potential parent to half-Asian children make sure that they are marrying on a clean slate – with zero fetishism, zero white-worship, and zero undertones of racial hierarchies – and that they be completely honest about this, to avoid sending more young man down the path that I went. Hapa males in particular need special consideration due to the fact that we have zero privilege, and yet are raised by two people who want privilege without having to do any of the work.

I am doing this for every single half-Asian kid out there who has committed suicide, thought about suicide, suffered from racism, isolation, outcasting, and had two parents whose entire relationship was nothing but lust, selfishness, even hatred – leaving us with nothing but perpetual isolation. The world does not care about Hapa males if you look average or even a little bit Asian. The world – even Asian women, who truly believe that they are white – only care about whiteness and white men.

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The half Asian reality summed up here, and why this new demographic of Half Asians with White fathers / Asian mothers is going to be very dangerous. I’m warning you from personal experience.

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Society doesn’t care that your son is half white. Asian women don’t care that your son is half white. All they want is white men. Half Asian sons are not white men.

Most of the time Asian women marry white men because they don’t like Asian men and have a physical preference for white men, and only white men. Asian women also dislike being associated with the Asian “gilded Ghetto” monolith, and want to feel “included” into the majority culture – so they marry white men at rates unmatched by any other ethnic group. Asian women oftentimes feel a jealousy towards White women for their status and appearance, whereby Asian women will date any White male that they can find – meaning that they subject themselves to violence, and oftentimes some of the most repugnant, bottom of the barrel white men, who rely heavily on Asian women’s self hatred to form a relationship.

There is no other race on earth that has this ingrained hatred of Asianness and their own men. Literally none.

Half Asian men resemble Asian men, 80-90% of the time. 

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In fact the majority of people don’t like Asian men.

Admit it: your wife / girlfriend is with you because she does not like Asian men. She is only attracted to tall white men.

They will say it’s because of behavior / feminism, but Asian male behavior (jealousy) is because Asian women don’t like the way Asian men look. Ask any Asian woman married to a white man and she’ll just say:

“I’m just not attracted to them.”

Asian women don’t like Asian men for the same reason MOST white women don’t like Asian men. They are Asian.

A half Asian son realizes this. He realizes that he is Asian too. It doesn’t matter how good looking he is, how talented, how intelligent – he will endure a lifetime of hearing “of course your mother is the Asian one,” and being perpetually second class in non-Asian society. He will endure jokes, endure racism, discrimination from society, see hundreds thousands of Asian women a year paired up with white men, face discrimination in dating, in work – and…

…his own parents will oftentimes be extremely racist against Asian men as well – yet he looks like an Asian guy. 

Keep in mind, that Asian women are so world famous for hating their own men – that the men who like Asian women and want to be seen with one in public, are almost uniformly terrible people: racists, Neo-Nazis, White Nationalists, MRAs, MGTOWS, autists, abusive people – like my father.

In fact – it could be said, that unbeknownst to most whites, Asian women can be so extremely racist agains Asian males and pro-white and so “famously easy” for White men – that they tend to attract the worst white males, given that many White men use Asian women as a re-affirmation of the superiority of Whiteness, after being rejected by White women; ergo, Asian women, who feel unattractive, will tolerate low-status White men on the basis that these men are White, henceforth creating a hostile environment towards Eurasians and Asians. 

Meaning, that, because most white and non-Asian women prefer white and non-Asian men, the only men who go for Asian women are the ones who cannot get non-Asian women. This leads to sons that are at high risk; growing up in broken homes, with bottom of the barrel fathers, and yet oftentimes we look very Asian and are subjected to intense racism as well as dysfunctional homes. The stories of Half Asians growing up in single parents homes, with racist, unattractive white fathers are too many to number.

So half Asians not only look Asian, but come from extremely hateful homes, involving a depressed, mentally ill Asian mother, and a racist, inept White father who relied heavily on Asian stereotypes as a way to maintain a relationship.

Along with the millions of Asian women around him disliking Asian men, his own mother does too. Every single Eurasian person with eyes looks around him and sees how Asian women act around white men, fawning, complimenting – and Asian mothers expect us to not notice. Can we please just drop the charade and admit this is true?

How are half Asians supposed to somehow not notice that Asian women openly favor white men, that these couples are extremely narcissistic and have insanely eugenicist beliefs about their own children, and yet develop emotionally healthy?

If he looks Asian, then, well. Welcome to a life of bullying, confusion, resentment, depression, rejection from both sides, and perpetual low self esteem seeing Asian women like his mother paired up millions of times over with white men – yet he looks Asian. 

He will be asked to take pride in the fact that his, and all his friends’ fathers are white, and asked to deal with the stereotypes of White men / Asian women and unable to distinguish between good and bad couplings. He will try to take pride in looking Asian but realizes that nobody, not his friends, not women, not his own mother, wants anything to do with an Asian male. He will be born into an anti-Asian society, look Asian, and recognize that even his own mother valued white men over him. It is the ultimate betrayal. 

Asian women and white men will promise up and down that their sons are superior – largely because they have to make sure that their children truly believe they are superior in order to cover up for one of the most unbalanced interracial pairings – yet whites still view half-Asians as inferior.

I’m sorry. Please, please, please stop lying about this.

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Footnotes:

“But half Asian babies are cute.”

And half Asian babies become Asian men when they grow up. In fact most Asian women can’t tell the difference between a fully grown Asian male and a half Asian male. Sometimes half Asian men grow up to look Latino or Middle Eastern or in some cases Central Asian – which makes Asian women hate the children of other Asian women, for simply not being white.

“Half Asian men are hot.”

They’re not all hot, and people won’t care that they’re half. Besides, you believed white men hottest. You turned down hot Asian men for white men, so why would anyone want a hot half Asian man?

I know hot half Asian men.”

Nope. You know men who pass as white. When you figure out how to guarantee your son is 6’3″, let me know. And after all, you wanted a white man, not a half Asian man. Either that, or you know the son of an Asian male and a white woman.

I know Asian men with white girlfriends.”

You know one or two, while you know five times as many Asian women with white boyfriends.

It’s a yes or no question. Does your loved one hate Asian men? Yes, or no.

Will you son be Asian? Yes or no. Simple question.

Just yes, or no.

The Ongoing Mentally Ill Eurasian List: Why Are Hapas with White Fathers Committing So Many Crimes?

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The above picture describes my parents to an absolute T.

2016 update: I stopped, then started to continue to add people to this list because the news keeps aggregating and aggregating. 2016 has seen several national news stories featuring Eurasians – every single one with a white father and Asian mother.

Does anyone want to explain why virtually every single Eurasian / Hapa who commits a crime has a white father and an Asian mother?

The single largest mixed race demographic on earth – all uniformly born to white fathers (literally the last people on earth who understand what it’s like to be non-white) and Asian mothers (literally the last people on earth who care) – the only predictable factor among a million unpredictable social elements.

Could it maybe have to do with the fact that SOME of the people who get involved in these relationships present us with a highly politicized relationship involving the superiority of white men, passive aggressive myths about Eurasian beauty and abilities, and psychosexual microaggressions designed to demean Asian people? While my father never badmouthed Asian men – I can only imagine being the son of raceplayers, or women who make a show of their distaste for Asian blood. And I had it bad. 

Not all, of course, but let’s be honest that there are many Asian women who chase white men out of a passionate hatred for Asian men, and there are white men who are happy to sleep with them, disrespect the hell out of their Asian partners, not thinking that their son will look totally Asian. From the Sarong Party Girls, to the LA valley girls who dye their hair… where does this all lead besides some of us being in a really bad place… and there are some incredible selfish white guys who get off on being worshipped for their whiteness and think that their children won’t have problems. Really? Really?

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“Proud” Hapas

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Why would a half-Asian be proud?

Proud of being white? Or proud of being Asian?

We’re expected to be proud of being Asian yet own mothers fetishized White men – believed white men to be far superior to Asian men, and believed white features to be more desirable on a male? Whenever people look at me, they make comments about my tall nose and small face – so why not just go get a full white guy? We’re like a testimony to how obsessed Asian women are with white features. Literally every time someone asks “what are you?” – and you respond with “I’m Half Chinese,” they say, “it must be your mom who is Chinese.”

Combine this with the fact that everyone hates Asian men – including white women, and Asian women themselves who view you at best as an odd looking Asian mixed minority (Uzbek, Xinjiang), or at worst, like a full Asian

How can we be proud to be half Asian, when everywhere we go we see Asian women throwing themselves at plain, basic, ugly White men – proving that Asian women really will do anything to integrate and upgrade themselves with white blood? We really are supposed to be okay with going to school, being laughed at for being a chink or a small-dicked Asian, humiliated for our Asian looks by white people, when your own mother was literally sleeping with the men who look exactly like the kind of guy saying this shit to you?

Then our mothers have the NERVE to tell us to be proud to be Asian? To be part of a race of men whose women outmarry at a rate of 50-60%? Why not just identify as white – since they are the guys who are able to walk all over Asian women, getting sex and love whenever they want with both white and Asian women – and if we identify as Asian we are putting ourselves right back in the cultural ghetto our mothers tried to escape from?

Our features are Asian. Our eyes might be Asian. Or our hair texture. Or our bodies. You we half-Asian, yet Asian women, and white women, continue to reject Asian men in favor of tall, powerful White Western men. Asian women claim that all half Asian men are beautiful – based on what they see on the internet, yet the internet only collects the most beautiful specimens. What about the half Asians who look indistinguishable from full Asians? Or the ones who look ugly, and then disappear from Asian womens’ minds?

We have to then live with the fact that Asian women around us continue to literally bow then like dogs to men like my father, racist, unemployable, unreliable white men – because they’re tall and white. And my father isn’t even that bad a guy! What about the white men who are such horrible racists that they get off on dominating Asian vagina in order to prove their superiority?

Oh yes, let’s be proud that:

  • 95% of our fathers were white.
  • Our mothers chased tall bearded white guys.
  • Our moms were bar girls, race climbers, status chasers, mentally ill, superficial, cruel, ex-prostitutes, mentally ill, money-obsessed, spent their whole life fetishizing white male features, obsessed with Europe, etc., etc.
  • Our fathers were manipulative, oftentimes racist men who used white worshipping Asian women to their benefit of finding partnership, sometimes abandoning us because they didn’t want a half Asian child.

We look Asian. We are “Hapa,” meaning that in the eyes of our own mothers and millions like them, and millions of people around the world – we are still Asians. We have white blood, yet we are nowhere near the level of attractiveness of the white movie stars that our mothers drooled over. Are there Chinese movie stars like Hu Dong who have tall noses? So why would a half-Asian be of any value – when Asian women really just want blue eyed, blond haired white men?

So they gave us a label: Hapa, which is nothing more than a clever attempt at giving us self-esteem, as if we were best of both worlds, or a beautiful blend – yet all it means is that we were infused with the blood of a white man, and always and only a white man. They point us at Hapas and make comments about our tall noses or big eyes, and if you don’t have those features, then you’re just another inferior Asian man. So I have had Asian women walking smugly with their white boyfriends look at me as if I was the enemy – even though my father is white. 

Have you noticed White women don’t search out Asian men to create “beautiful Hapas / Eurasians, or Hun Xue Er?” Because like Asian women, they desire white men, so they have no good reason to make up lies about the beauty of Eurasians. Their children will be white.

Don’t get me started on “there were just more white men around;” Asian women are deliberately ignoring Asian men, who by natural law exist in equal numbers, even in Asian countries, to pair up with white men.

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40% of all Asian women deliberately exclude Asian men. Yet as the sons of these women, we’re to take pride in this?

There is very little that could convince me otherwise; maybe if there weren’t millions upon millions of them I would think it was a coincidence… but there are. 

And maybe if I wasn’t turned down by Asian women with regards to my Asian heritage – I would have faith that indeed, my own mother and women in my family, were all just coincidences. 

“But you get turned down because of your personality.”

Contrary to what people believe, I became like this out of anger at treated poorly, whereas until I was in my early 20’s I was well liked, popular, thousands of friends on Facebook, tall, good looking, until it became self-evident to me, through observation, careful study of online dating patterns, and personal experience, that Asian blood is problematic.

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Posts from LipstickAlley, two months before Elliot Rodger, one month before Matthew DeGrood

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The above black woman called it two months before; I call it now. It’s going to happen again on my word… (edit: at this point, it has already, several times, as of Feb. 2016) the psychotic nature of some of these relationships is beyond inexplicable and I barely escaped it. My brother, not so much. Ironically I was able to escape the pit I was falling into by writing more on the subject. If you look at the original posts on the websites they are frantic and insane.

It frankly makes no sense at all, for a woman who spent her entire life verbally abusing, demonizing and avoiding Asian men, to be raising an Asian looking boy – particularly if her husband is complicit in the “dominance” or “creation” of the atmosphere of white supremacy that isolates his own son.

Even worse is that Asian women themselves create a nation-wide hook-up culture that severely penalizes Asian looks and then go on to raise Asian looking sons.

What I mean by that is: you can sociologize it away but at the end of the day, we have an entire landfill’s worth of crap to deal with picking up our parents’ racial baggage ON TOP OF the racism in Western society. It is not our fault. Please understand this.

On top of this, our mothers, out of desperation begin to teach their children about culture by signing them up for Karate and Mandarin lessons, when they were trying to escape it their entire lives. Only a very dense Hapa wouldn’t see that the fact that we all have white fathers is indicative of something much more… malignant.

The quote she is referring to is from the Hapa guy who motivated me to start writing on my own.

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Kim Parker, author of “East Meets West: Parenting from the Best of Both Worlds” pretty much shows how fucked Half Asians are

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Nice and short.

  • Trump supporter.
  • Alt-right Twitter feed talking about hating SJWs, and supporting the white man
  • Married to a Trump voting White man who probably hates White women.
  • Three Asian boys who look 100% Asian.
  • Mother is on Twitter defending Whites from the backlash after Charlottesville, where a woman was killed.
  • Writes about how her own sons ran away and tried to call CPS on her.

Another Hapa guy says it better than I ever could:

See her chapter on hierarchy, for some great quotes on how western liberalism stops her from beating her Hapa kids, and how in “traditional Asian” families, the Asian wife subtlety controls the husband and kids.

EDIT: Holy shit! Forget that chapter and just go straight to the intro where she talks about her Hapa son calling her the worst mom ever and threatening to call CPS on her.

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THIS is who writes the “best of both worlds” hapa parenting guide.

This book is like if Amy Chua tiger mom instead of having 2 obedient Euraisan daughters, had 2 tiger cub sons who run away and threaten to call CPS on her, and she still celebrates by writing her Battle Hymn anyway.

More tomorrow. Just discovered her.

🔥The Eurasian beauty myth was always a lie to cover up Asian women’s self hatred and obsession for the status of white males, and half Asians are high risk by default

The reason why everyone hyped up the Eurasian beauty myth was because a bunch of Asian women decided back in the 1970’s that Asian men were ugly and low status and that everyone made fun of them and that it was so much better to be fetishized by the White racist powered class than suffer from perpetual isolation.

In order to cover up this disparity, Asian women started saying that half Asians were all superior despite the fact that Asian women can essentially only get the bottom tier of white men. The problem was that no other biracial group says this. Blacks mixed with whites don’t say this. Nor do Latin and whites. Iranians and blacks. In fact, not even the non-Asian mothers of half Asian children, who have Asian husbands, say this.

All those other groups, mixed groups, have produced children that have done great things. Like the presidency. In fact, Barack Obama was raised by an Asian male / white female couple.

Half Asians are “beautiful” is just slang for – I hope they’re beautiful because I sure as hell will never touch an Asian male.

Asian people are lacking facial bones that prevents them from having truly defined faces in the majority of cases – which also effects Asian women’s attractiveness; meaning that Asian women will generally only attract white men who cannot get non-Asian women, and will rely heavily on Asian women who hate themselves, in order to form relationships, where White men are considered better than Asian men, simply because everybody is better than Asian men.

White women don’t want half asian children at all. White women don’t seem to care about having beautiful Eurasian children – unless the Asian man is really, really hot, or in other cases, because he’s just a sweet, loving person.

Even Kelly Chong PhD, author of this now-famous paper, admitted that Asian men have to be really hot to get White women (or at least they had to, back in the 70’s).

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In fact most white women see Eurasian men as Asian.

Also, if Asian women like Eurasian men so much – why don’t they marry them?

Because Eurasian plus Asian equals Asian looking children, and a Eurasian male plus an Asian woman equals just another low status perpetual foreigner couple.

The entire basis for being Eurasian is: be good looking, don’t look fully Asian, or just die.

So most Asian women see another Eurasian son of other Asian women and openly mock and harass them, like they did to Jon Hamilton.

Saying that Eurasians are beautiful is just a scam to keep people from prying into their unmatched outmarriage rate that is more often that not, loveless, hateful and just an angry, bitter relationship between a woman who hates Asians and a man who just wanted to feel big and is more often than not an over the top racist who wanted to feel big for being white, before he decided to beat the shit out of his Asian girlfriend or wife after realizing that she was incredibly nagging and that she wasn’t really attractive at all.

That’s why you have so many Half Asians that just look basic, either basic Latino or basic White, and they think it’s the greatest thing ever. Just looking non-Asian is a victory for them. And it’s incredibly dangerous, since so many half Asians are incredibly arrogant for absolutely no reason other than the fact that they reverted to the mean. 

If you don’t believe me, find the next Eurasian you meet and judge for yourself. The ones who look whiter are happier. The ones who look Asian, not so much. The ones with Asian mothers have a noxious cloud about them, the ones with Asian fathers are more actualized. And yes, happier.

That’s why there are literally hundreds of thousands of Half Asian men running around now thinking they are the greatest thing on earth, yet so many are deeply insecure people, more racist than their parents, and prone to have mental breakdowns on telling them that they look Asian.

Final thing: Google Half Asian and tell me what you see. Only women.

It’s no secret Asian women secretly hope for daughters, because the Eurasian son is way too high risk. Because they know that Eurasian women serve a purpose in society while Eurasian males need… special consideration. We’re invisible, overrated, and the most famous Eurasian males of all time, for whatever reason, have Asian dads.

🔥Racist, alt-right, Neo-Nazi, conservative white men LOVE Asian women (Vital Post; updated and properly sourced)

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Bump, for updates.

This is the newest and most concise list of white supremacists with Asian wives, and Asian women who are actively involved with white supremacy organizations or movements.

It is not a small list. I actually involves some of the most prominent voices in White Supremacy and White Nationalism.

Because I am now considered one of the premier voices among Half Asians, pretty much, in the history of Half Asians, I will explain below just exactly why Asian women are loved by White Supremacists, why Asian women love them right back, and why half Asian children like Elliot Rodger and Daniel Holtzclaw are just a tiny portion of a bigger phenomenon.

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Where did Elliot Rodger – a half Chinese boy who hated black boys (called them the descendants of slaves), Hispanics, and Asian men – come from?

Let me explain, as a half Asian son of a White Nationalist, Holocaust denying, homophobic Nazi sympathizer, myself, and an Asian woman that desperately wanted to escape being Asian, wore colored contacts and dyed her hair red.

Below are several brief examples; there are perhaps hundreds of thousands of these guys – but not all of them make the news, and many just go about their day to day life (2017, July edit: see above link for a better list)

I am not against interracial marriage – I do recognize that I have immense emotional problems, and this is the result of an evil (or perhaps naive) man, my father, finding a loophole in a system that disfavors far-right, maladjusted, and overtly racist men. My brother himself has been seen by the police as being a “threat” and was institutionalized in the event that he would have gone on a killing spree. He also looks 100% Chinese.

My father is one of the most famous (notorious, rather) racists and homophobes in his entire continental region of the United States; my mother from China. Between 2010-2014 I went through a “Neo Nazi” stage, where I too became involved in Nazism.

Asian women are famous for being highly valued by racist white men, who view them as the antithesis to white female feminism, race traitors, and liberalism. My father, one of the most outspoken opponents of gay marriage in his entire region (in the United States), was married to an Asian woman. The “attraction” to Asian women is a very specific preference – largely predicated on the idea that Asian women like “beta,” maladjusted, unattractive and otherwise marginalized white men. 4Chan is largely an example of this. The more marginalized and insecure a man is – the more he tends towards being a racist, because he will see his whiteness as his only leverage in a world that devalues him; whereby, the more insecure and less desirable a white man is, the more prone he is to white supremacy, and the more insecure and less desirable a white man is, the more prone he is to fetishize Asian women.

Also, because of cyclical masculinity, white men who feel wronged by white women who prefer black men – highly value Asian women, since Asian women are known for not sleeping with black men.

Asian women are well known for loving blue eyes and blonde haired men – simply because they are white, and this means a higher status life – so white men capitalize on this, especially the ones who are unable to secure a white partner.

Asian culture also puts a high premium on integration and status, and marrying a white person is a shortcut to status, and integration. Much of the male’s flaws do not become apparent until later in life; yet Asian women are seen as an “antithesis” to the high standards of White women.

I.e., White women are viewed as not operating in accordance with the white man’s motives; so, whereby, Asian women, by virtue of wanting whiter children, and to escape the Gilded Ghetto / Model Minority second class citizenship, are very pro-white, and moreso, pro white-male. White men can escape “emasculation” by non-white men and white women, by “taking the power back” with Asian women, who want whiter children, and hate Asianness, and are unable to understand the cultural gap that makes the white male’s political views foreign to her.

They oftentimes, as a result, marry men like my father; antisocial, prickly, racist and extremely conservative, physically unattractive white men, and whether they intend to stay with these men after childbirth is still something I’m not sure of, given that many Japanese women kidnap their children back to Japan, and my mother, for example, started severely chastising and alienating my father after my brother and I were born, due to his political beliefs, unwillingness to work, and his general all-around awkwardness and autism.

In fact the entire gist of White male / Asian women relationships is that those white men with physical defects / mental defects have a better chance at getting a woman (in many cases, one with white skin) – than he would within his own race. Sounds un-PC, but people have died as a result, due to the fact that Asian women underestimate the potency of their genes, and that white skin does not equate to European appearance, and that the same White supremacist system they buy into, does not serve their children.

Biracial Asian children are raised under the “white is right” mentality, and inherit the father’s entitlement, yet none of the privilege – which makes biracial Asians especially volatile.

As to why Asian women love White supremacists – largely because these men are white. Asian women lack features that are found on other women, and so in a desperate attempt to make themselves feel more desired, they mistakenly go after white men (who they see at the pinnacle of society), with the belief that, should a white man accept them, that they are more beautiful, if not the most beautiful – which remains false. Even if the white male is undesirable or less attractive, because of their culture, they will not feel the need to sleep with these men, so his unattractiveness is moot to them. The problem is that they hope their children look white, and express disappointment when they look too Asian – leading to biracial Asian children being raised by literal white supremacists.

The list of alt-rightists, or Nazis, or general racists with Asian girlfriends or wives.

  • Richard Spencer, founder of the Alt-Right, admitted that he had multiple Asian ex-girlfriends, one of whom was interviewed for a MotherJones.com article.

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A video below is ofDavid Pakman, who has confronted Spencer on his Asian fetish.

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  • John Derbyshire, white nationalist writer: married to Chinese woman with 2 hapa children

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  1. Derbyshire writes an article for TakiMag for his half-Asian son, about the dangers of black people. Archive here.
  2. John Derbyshire, far right race realist married to Chinese woman and father of 2 hapa children, gives anti-Chinese speech justifying Chinese Exclusion Act and claiming many Chinese immigrants run opium dens
  3. Derbyshire complains that despite giving his Eurasian daughter classical violin lessons starting at age 6, she enjoys hip hop music and is an anti-racist. “Nellie, with her well-practiced Uh-oh, Dad`s-in-racist-mode-again look of resignation and disgust”.
  4. White Nationalist and National Review columnist John Derbyshire tries to explain his Asian wife to his fellow racists
  5. Some more things Derbyshire has said.

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  • Nick Folkes; Australian “Stop White Genocide” campaigner. Folkes’ ex-wife is Japanese. “I know it’s a very controversial thing to say, but Islam isn’t compatible with our way of life,” he says, seated at his desk beside the coffin. On the desk is a copy of the Qu’ran annotated with sticky notes and a stack of anti-Islam Cronulla rally flyers.”

Some of the things he has done:

Storming a church in Muslim garb the latest stunt of Party for Freedom’s Nick Folkes.” (August 15th, 2016, the Sydney Morning Herald)

“Meet the man who wants to celebrate the Cronulla riots.” (ABC.net.au, December 10th, 2015).

A description of Folkes’ hate group, “The Party for Freedom” (tagline: “Make Australia Great Again), seen here.

A humorous montage of his activities as well as a picture of his family can be seen above.


  • David Coppin, Neo-Nazi and member of National Action Rotterdam, seen below with his Filipino wife.

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A link from EDLNews.com (July, 2015) describing his Neo-Nazi activity.

Coppin is seen here, with a shaved head.

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Picture of Coppin on a flight to the Philippines with his Filipino wife:

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  • This particular guy, Nigel Wise, is in the English Defense League.

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  • John Friend, white nationalist: married to a Filipina woman.

Friend’s description seen here, according to Rightpedia.

A list of Friend’s activity with the White Supremacist organization, “Renegade Broadcasting”

A self-published description of one of his “broadcasts”, reads:

On this edition of The Realist Report, we’ll be joined once again by Kyle Hunt of Renegade Broadcasting. Kyle and I will be discussing the recent White Man March and his latest article Destroying The Anti-White Arguments published on the Renegade Tribune.


  • Black Pigeon Speaks: White Nationalist, who mentioned his fetish for Asian women on Twitter.

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Black Pigeon had two Youtube channels – one being an extremely racist channel where he criticizes multiculturalism and endorses White Nationalism. Archive of his channel here.

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He was revealed to have a channel devoted exclusively to traveling throughout different Asian countries. An archive can be seen here.

https://www.youtube.com/user/TVShinjuku

 


  • Brian Ruhe, Neo-Nazi, had a Thai wife. Ruhe’s book on “Freeing the Buddha,” with chapters such as “Adolf Hitler and Tibetan Buddhism.” 

Ruhe can be seen here, waving the Nazi Swastika, while his new Chinese girlfriend films.

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A separate post I made about him: Neo-Nazi white supremacist Brian Ruhe has a Thai wife


  • Charles Johnson, “leader” in the alt-right, and so called “most hated man on the internet” (abc13.com, archived). Johnson is a “race realist” and “white nationalist” who did an AMA (archived here) with Reddit’s /r/altright. A description of some of the horrible things he has said and did is here.

Wikipedia describes Johnson as: “an independent American journalist and owner of the websites GotNews.com and WeSearchr.com. He has written two books.[2][self-published source]”

Wonkette.comexplores the issue in an article called: “Chuck C. Johnson Answering Your Questions About How To Date Hot Asian Ladies”(Wonkette.com, January 30, 2015) Archive here. 

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Snippets of his interview with Reddit.com/r/altright; (/r/altright is now banned) seen below:

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Another tweet:

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  • Andrew Anglin; The creator of a massive Neo-Nazi website said:“Second, following from the key word there – “marriage” – the men who involve themselves with Asian women are looking for a serious and traditional relationship.  Women who go with Blacks and Latinos are looking for excitement.” 
  1. Anglin was a former “recreational visitor” in the Philippines, as seen in the below picture.
  2. A comment on a Reddit thread about Anglin. “You are deliberately trying to gaslight us. The reality is that Anglin, like many White men, has had past sexual intercourse with oriental women. As it’s very easy for a White man to have sex with oriental women, many White men do so – when they are young. I did so myself, in college. As in Anglin’s case, this was before I had developed my racial views. Today, I don’t have sex with orientals, and neither does Anglin.”
  3. Anglin, in his own words during an interview with cartoonist Ben Garrison, said:

I like young Filipino girls because they are shorter than me and they don’t care if I boss them around or if I tell them to shut up. American girls are too problematic.

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Vice article detailing Fischer’s racism, in an article titled “Exploring Bobby Fischer’s Maniacal, Racist Genius” (Sep., 2015); Original article seen here.

It’s hard to argue that Bobby Fischer was not a creep, because Bobby Fischer was a creep, and alienated virtually any friend, associate, or family member with a ceaseless combination of egregiously selfish behavior and an irrational antisemitism that bordered on maniacal. He was a Holocaust denier, kept boxes of Nazi propaganda, and on 9/11 he took this to the airwaves, via a public broadcast in the Philippines: “I say death to President Bush! I say death to the United States! Fuck the Jews! The Jews are a criminal people. They mutilate their children. They’re murderous, criminal, thieving, lying bastards. They made up the Holocaust. There’s not a word of truth to it… This is a wonderful day. Fuck the United States. Cry, you crybabies! Whine, you bastards! Now, your time is coming.”

The Atlantic.Com describes Fischer’s racism in “Bobby Fischer’s Pathetic Endgame” (Dec. 1, 2002).

Fischer added that the events of September 11 provided the ideal opportunity to stage a long-overdue coup d’état. He envisioned, he said, a “Seven Days in May scenario,” with the country taken over by the military; he also hoped to see all its synagogues closed, and hundreds of thousands of Jews executed. “Ultimately the white man should leave the United States and the black people should go back to Africa,” he said. “The white people should go back to Europe, and the country should be returned to the American Indians. This is the future I would like to see for the so-called United States.” Before signing off Fischer cried out, “Death to the U.S.!”


David Tovey, white supremacist who planned “who amassed a terrifying haul of arms and bomb-making equipment was planning to start a race war,” was married to a woman from Hong Kong. Archived link to an article explaining his activities.

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He married Oi Yi Yip, who is of Hong Kong Chinese origin, in 1989 after they met at an Oxford hospital. They ran a Chinese takeaway in Birmingham together, which later went bust.


  • Man tweets former KKK Grand Dragon and owner and founder of Stormfront.org, asking about whether or not Duke would take his support despite being married to an Asian woman.

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  • White guy from a few months back, married to an Asian woman, saying that a white woman who was burned to death deserved it for sleeping with a black male – hence being a “mud shark.”

  • Reactionary Expat, a White Nationalist Youtuber, who is married to a Taiwanese woman.

Below is a link to one of his YouTube videos in which he talks about the importance of preserving the white race through white nationalism (without mixing with Slavs and Mediterranean Peoples).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=4606&v=ScMAYTAIR8M


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Brash stressed the significance of New Zealand’s British heritage. When asked “who are the ideal immigrants?”, Brash made the following statement;

British immigrants fit in here very well. My own ancestry is all British. New Zealand values are British values, derived from centuries of struggle since Magna Carta. Those things make New Zealand the society it is.[16]

Archive.


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Charles Murray, race-realist author of The Bell Curve.

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“Murray credits his time in the Peace Corps in Thailand with his lifelong interest in Asia.[13] “There are aspects of Asian culture as it is lived that I still prefer to Western culture, 30 years after I last lived in Thailand,” says Murray.[13] “Two of my children are half-Asian. Apart from those personal aspects, I have always thought that the Chinese and Japanese civilizations had elements that represented the apex of human accomplishment in certain domains.”[13]

The book is described by Wikipedia with the following:

“Many of the arguments put forth by the authors were controversial, ranging from the relationships between low measured intelligence and anti-social behavior, to a genetic component of the low observed test scores for African-American (compared with whites). The book was heavily publicized as it was released, just after the death of Herrnstein. In the first several months of its release, 400,000 copies of the book were sold around the world. The Bell Curve argues that:”

Criticism of the book is also described on Wikipedia as such:

Since the book provided statistical data supporting the assertion that blacks were, on average, less intelligent than whites, some people have feared that The Bell Curve could be used by extremists to justify genocide and hate crimes.[43][44] Much of the work referenced by The Bell Curve was funded by the Pioneer Fund, which aims to advance the scientific study of heredity and human differences, and has been accused of promoting scientific racism.[45][46][47]

Also from Wikipedia:

 The Southern Poverty Law Center identifies Murray as a White Nationalist who uses “racist pseudoscience and misleading statistics to argue that social inequality is caused by the genetic inferiority of the black and Latino communities, women and the poor.”[34][35]

Murray’s ex-wife is Thai, as admitted by Murray in an interview with Race Realist Steve Sailer, on the subject of Amy Chua.

“I was also laughing because the mother of my first two children was half Thai and all Chinese, and it was all so familiar. The subject heading of the email attaching the Chua article to my elder two daughters was “Bring back memories?” My own archetypal memory is when my eldest daughter, then perhaps eight years old, came home with her first Maryland standardized test scores, showing that she was at the 99th percentile in reading and the 93rd percentile in math. Her mother’s first words—the very first—were “What’s wrong with the math?”


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  • Unnamed Stormfront Poster with half Japanese son: But, just because I have a biracial child doesnt mean I’d accept any inferior person as a mate, and the degeneration of our own gene pool which the Jews started means that many white women would fail my requirements in a mate. The current state of my sons development (at 5 years of age he’s taller than my waist and able to find his way around my computer.

 



Why do racist white men like Asian women? My dad is a Holocaust denier and has said that gays should be hanged, among other things, such as the fact that New York City is overrun by blacks, and Jews.

Simple:

As a white male; you can be extremely racist, angry and bitter to the point nobody wants to be around you (my dad, who has no friends), and then go for the one race of women that will appreciate for – you guessed it – your whiteness. The idea is that Asian women are more traditional, more family oriented, and more appreciative of traditionally conservative values – childbirth, wedlock, etc. Asian women, in return, get white skin (a cultural value) and integration (personal value) and possibly fulfills a fetish for white men, regardless of the man’s beliefs. Because Asian women are so desperate to escape the Gilded Ghetto, in which she is subjected to marginalization, humiliation, and frankly – because Asian women are not more beautiful than other women – they can only attract bottom of the barrel white men, like my father, and they are perfectly fine with this.

The white man gets a “substitute” white woman – a white skinned woman with less attitude, and more proactive in her belief that whiteness is valuable. In a way, Asian women are even more pro-white than the average white woman. 

If you are a bottom of the barrel white guy who feels like white women are too high maintenance and yet still wants to be proud to be white, and feel honored for your white blood, find an Asian woman. Not Latina, not black, not middle Eastern, but Asian. Honorary Aryans.

Since Asian women are seen as a fail-safe plan for a White guy – he can oftentimes feel the liberty to be over the top racist, and moreso, because Asian women are oftentimes seen (by most normal men) as strange picks, White men who like Asian women are oftentimes very insecure and even hateful against Asian males, their only competition in life during this race to the bottom. 

Are Asian women more attractive than other races of women? Of course not. Their only appeal is that they are well known for being easier to obtain if you are white.

White men / Asian women is a tradeoff; Asian women get a white lifestyle, integration into “superior” white culture- white men get to feel valued for their race. Eurasians are raised as substitute white children.

 This also explains why many half Asian criminals have expressed white-supremacist views; by and large because they aim for “upward” integration, rather than choosing to identify with a “net-negative” – or, Asian men, who are rejected by society.

PoliticalKathy, Trump supporting 18 year old Chinese-American woman, proves how dangerous Asian women are towards Eurasian mental health and why every non-Asian should be concerned and reach out to Hapas; literally begging sociologists, politicians, and anyone else to understand

I am not jealous of Asian women. In fact, Kathy is fairly ugly, and there’s no way I would ever, ever put my mouth anywhere near hers. I feel bad writing something as petty as this, but it’s urgent that people understand that Asian women are the only people who will actively work to enforce White supremacy in the hopes of raising their own status – since Asian culture prioritizes survival above anything else. Asian women have adopted the “if you can’t beat them, join them mentality,” with regards to white supremacy, and this harshly endangers the children, if not encourages a “white or die” mentality among the children, as seen by Elliot Rodger.

Asian women, by default, tend towards White men as a way for them to integrate and feel desirable. White men who reciprocate are generally racist. Their children, by default, look Asian. This, by default, means that Eurasian children are raised by white supremacists.

My brother is a Trump supporter raised by a heavily autistic, friendless, jobles, Nazi-sympathizing, Holocaust denying, Nixon loving White man, and my family has raised concerns that my brother, a 34 year old, Chinese looking virgin who has been medicated for the last 15 years, and has been so hopped up on drugs to the point that his mind is racked, could potentially be a spree shooter.

Asian women are the only women who act like this, at the expense of others around them, including their own children, other women, and hence it becomes natural to understand why many Eurasian children will pose a security risk to those around them.

The problem with Eurasian identity is that you are given an ultimatum: look white, or at very least, don’t look Asian. Only Eurasians are raised in an interracial relationship that is more white supremacist and based in nothing but sheer hatred, dynamics geared towards anti-social white men with outdated views on gender, and Asian women who sincerely wish that they were white so that they could potentially wrest the power out of the White woman’s hands – a woman who she wants to be like, but feels wasted her power and privilege; Asian women want White privilege but feel white women waste it.

I did not date an Asian woman for twenty five years, and went single in China for four years, simply because I did not want to date an Asian woman out of fear that she would be using me for being half-Asian, and that it is low status to be with an Asian woman, given that there is a stigma against any men with Asian women, given that they are desperate for non-Asian men. Add to that, that I was always ashamed to be Asian, and desperately feared losing my privilege, and at the time I came to China I was a Neo-Nazi who was posting on Stormfront, and desperately checking my hair in the mirror to see if it was too dark – something I wrote about being caused by my father being a Nazi-sympathizer, and my mother a woman like Kathy.

Kathy was delusional enough to come onto /r/hapas after she was called out, and had the nerve to actually attack White women in relationships with Asian men, claiming that everyone was jealous of “hot Asian girls.” On top of her being overtly hostile to Asian men and White women (common among Asian women who are jealous of prettier women than themselves), her post rang of the desperation of Asian women in the Western world, who are so frustrated at being “othered” that they will latch onto White supremacist politics in an attempt to ingratiate themselves to white men, the men they feel that – should they be accepted by, they would indeed become beautiful, more beautiful than white women.

 

The reality is that Asian women are not hot, and the only men who fetishize them tend to be nerds, at least, not alphas; and in this case, Kathy is delusional enough to be advertising herself on /r/The_Donald to horny white supremacists, one of which actually wrote “we have the prettiest white supremacists,” to which she didn’t disagree. There are no “alpha male” NBA, NFL or MLB players who marry or date Asian women; at best Nicholas Cage does, but he is not known for his looks, and his child looks 100% Asian.

Why would an alpha male white go for a fake white woman, if he could go for a real one?

Asian women only attract racist, unattractive, beta white guys who are unable to get white women; and the more racist the white guy, the more low self-confidence he has, and the more he uses his race as a crutch, meaning that Asian women are specifically targeted by a unique class of racist white men, like my father. There is something fundamentally unique about Asian women.

The difficulty of expressing the nature of Eurasian identity is that it’s so hard to explain Eurasian problems without sounding jealous of Asian women – but I am warning EVERYONE that I have a half-Asian brother who could potentially be a spree shooter.

Being Asian looking is hard enough in the Western world, without having Asian women actively working to bring you down in favor of the worst possible white men (who in their mind, are a ticket to integration), and White fathers who are willing to attack Asian men out of desperation that there is finally someone worse than themselves. 

When both of your parents are white supremacists, and you look Asian, it can drive you to the brink of utter insanity, to the point that you lose control and aren’t able to tell right from wrong, reality from falsities.

I never liked Asian women – because being with an Asian woman just feels unfulfilling, simply because they never had any pride in who they are; most Eurasian men, even Elliot Rodger and Daniel Holtzclaw, rather would have died than date an Asian woman, partly because most Eurasian men are so conscious of race (i.e., we absolutely cannot look Asian), and Asian women are the chosen women of our racist, loser fathers.

Elliot Rodger and Holtzclaw are mild compared to some of the Hapas these women are raising.

🔥🔥🔥🔥How White men who like Asian women hate Asian men and White women the most, and how this affects Eurasian male psychosexuality; and why Elliot Rodger targeted Asian men and White women

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I am Eurasian with a White father and Asian mother. I am incredibly, incredibly messed up, way beyond normal behavior for a male of my age. A lot of this has to do with my paranoid, conspiracy theorist dad (who stopped working because he was afraid that Jesus was coming back, and drove my mother insane), and depressed, mentally-ill Asian mother. I inherited a lot of their mental “problems” – as well a their cultural baggage.

I understand that as a Eurasian male – there are going to be people out there that are a lot worse, particularly when nobody listens to you.

Want to know why? Look at this post by a White guy in Taiwan who was seeking a Taiwanese woman but said, in regards, to Taiwanese men / foreign women couples – that there were “more than there should be.” 

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In the past, I was actually verbally attacked and humiliated for my Asian appearance – despite having a White father and Asian mother – by several of my university classmates. Each and every one of the classmates that did this – was a racist against Asians; one was Arab, two were white.

As engineers they would constantly complain about the Asians in the library or in the cafeteria. It turns out that these men, given that they were neither particularly good looking, and also very nerdy, all slept with Asian women for casual sex and hookups. Because these were the only women these guys could get. These same men would routinely make fun of me for my appearance, ask questions like “are you taller than everyone in China?” (despite the fact that I’m shorter than many high school students, at 6’0″ tall), and made small penis jokes.

It’s not unusual for men who like Asian women to have a particular hate for Asian men and Eurasian men . 

The reason for this is because these men who like Asian women generally do so, as a way to “take back the power” in the form of male sexuality and dominance over Asian women – the women that are known, frankly, for being available for anyone that is not Asian. Asian women are not the most attractive, but largely, because of their stigma, tend to attract men who seek to express a latent desire to have a woman who will beget them with a sense of sexual worth, when in fact, these men might be lacking it in the first place; the desire for Asian women is generally consequential to ones inability to secure a non-Asian partner.

In other words: Asian women are THE LAST RESORT FOR BOTTOM OF THE BARREL (SOCIALLY, MENTALLY, OR PHYSICALLY) MEN.

So in a way, the entire appeal of Asian women is that they are available to you, if you fail to get what you want from non-Asian women, who are generally more physically appealing and have higher standards. Meaning that, if X women are too feminist, they don’t like you, too demanding, well, at least I can get an Asian woman – since she will do anything for integration and status (though this is not known to the male, who assumes that the woman just wants “big cock” and “sex with a superior male.”)

So when these men see Asian men with White or non-Asian women, it triggers them, in a way that is exceptionally dangerous, even bordering on violent. Because the Asian male (and in many cases, the Eurasian male) is a non-entity, a feminine other that does not deserve love or sex or companionship. Keep in mind that the man who chose an Asian woman – generally chose her as a second choice, as a response to White or other non-Asian women who have too high standards.

The entire appeal of Asian women is that they are available if and only if the first choice – a non-Asian woman – is not available. Meaning that men like me, who started off charming, outgoing and ambitious, refused to date them because I felt simply that it wouldn’t challenge me as a person, and largely because I didn’t want to be worshipped for my half-White blood. My first kiss actually was with one of the nicest girls I’ve ever known, who actually was Japanese and now engaged to a hapa with a Japanese father, but other than that, since that period I became more and more wary of Asian girls. Unfortunately for the decent ones out there.

So when a man who settles with his second choice – or even last choice before…. suicide, or whatever (as in the case of the original post), sees an Asian man with a White woman – it drives him crazy. It drove Elliot Rodger, the son of a White man and an Asian woman crazy, to see Asian men with White women. The following picture was essentially the catalyst that drove Elliot to murder White women and Asian men.

a8M9LEQ-2.jpgWhy would the son of a White man and an Asian woman want to murder White women and Asian men?

Have you seen the way that white men who fetishize Asian women talk down about Asian women and white men? Spend time around them or go into a place like /r/china and ask yourself, honestly, two questions:

  1. How is this progressive?
  2. What is this going to be like for the sons who look Asian?
  3. How the hell is is possible to be normal?

Keep in mind that contemporary White male masculinity is essentially now hinged on the dominance over Asians. Keep in mind that the White male is now “under attack” by Muslims, blacks, and other people of color.

In order to really overcome their fear of losing both political and sexual power, the availability of Asian women is their number one fallback plan.

Asian male / White female (or in some cases another type of woman) tends to provoke anger in non-Asian males in a way that others are not able to properly understand.

Just read how this woman was harassed by a Trump supporter for having an Asian husband. Archive here.

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Keep in mind that many, and I mean many, Trump supporters fully support WMAW.

Another thing to point out – like the top cartoon – is that certain Asian women are pretty much incapable of the Westernized notion of love. Tiger Momming is in their veins, as is Tiger Relationships were they get a white husband, nag and scold him constantly, and so the White man finds himself in a loveless relationship while genuine relationships between Asian men and White women – based on love, mutual understanding and similar life goals, drives him crazy. So there’s that.

Obviously these are generalizations but when something like this is ignored, bad things have happened and will happen. The real culprit is just common every day white supremacy, otherwise known as that practiced by your average twenty something fuckboy.

🔥🔥Why AMXF couples should just flat out avoid WMAF couples and keep their children away from WMAF, period.

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A video where a white woman with a Korean husband talked about how her manager told her that her husband (then a stranger) already had a girlfriend, despite being single, in an attempt to stop her from going out with him. When /r/hapas heard about this, EurasianTiger (me), asked if the manager was an Asian woman. Less than 12 hours later, someone dug it up, and found out that the manager was an Asian woman. An Asian woman tried to prevent an Asian man from marrying out, despite Asian women have a 50-60% out marriage rate. 

WMAF and AMWF (or Asian male / black, Latin, other female) can’t even be in the same sentence.

I do not like Asian women. I never did. Some of them are okay, but deep down, I always avoided them because for one, they lower the bar for relationships – as in, being with one feels too easy and not rewarding; however, my mother urged me since I was a child to marry a Chinese woman, likely out of fear that I would one day be rejected by non-Asian women. And that happened. But before that point, I would date black, Indian, Spanish, Arab, white, but never Asian, and every time I tried to date these women, there was always some guy (non-Asian) saying shit about my Asian heritage to bring me down. So I had a breakdown.

WMAF generally involves an Asian woman who hates being Asian so bad and being associated with Asians so badly that a guy like the guy below (hang in there) is “better.” Asian women are by nature, much less sexual than non-Asian women, whereby the thought of being in a relationship with a horribly unattractive white man, be it physically or mentally, (like my father, though mostly the latter), is not repulsive to them; i.e., an Asian woman is perfectly fine sleeping with – or not sleeping with (my parents didn’t have sex for my entire life) – a disgustingly unattractive, oftentimes older white male. A lot of times this sexlessness drives the white male insane – to the point that he will kill his wife, or get involved in extremist politics.

Asian women oftentimes view sexuality as a bargaining chip, rather than for love; and while white MRA’s will say the same about White women, they somehow seem to turn a blind eye to the fact that the Asian women that are screwing them, are screwing the same man that white women don’t want. At least white women will have sex for “fun.” WMAF is waterlogged with sex being an exchange between an otherwise un-reproducable white male and an Asian woman who views it as “her duty” to screw for citizenship, or whatever. Add to that the fact that Asian women want to weaponize their half Asian children or force their half Asian sons to date Asian women (or not date white women or black women or Latina women), and you wind up with a lot of sexually maladjusted, confused, permanently broken young WMAF boys.

WMAF also hate AMWF. The reasons WMAF hate AMWF, is simply because AMWF is by and large normal; WMAF is loaded to the rafters with all kinds of surreptitious elements; anti-feminism, self hatred, status, anger, black-hatred, conspiracy theories, narcissism, belief in superiority, myths of master-race authoritarianism, personality disorders, abuse, violence, racism. AMWF (Asian male / White female) or AMXF, involves two well adjusted people; WMAF involves a self hating Asian woman who will take the bottom of the barrel White guy, and the White guy knows that Asian women are perfectly fine with bottom of the barrel white men – so he goes for Asian women as a result. And only Asian women.

Only Asian women are more than happy to get with the most horrific white men possible, with the promise of having whiter children; in their perpetual anger at the world, they will attack Asian male / non Asian women, will attack black women, Latina women, other Asian women, and white women. They even attack their own families. Asian women are well known for being extremely violent, controlling, and hateful, even to their white families, to a degree that non-Asian women simply cannot compete with them in terms of just being horrible, horrible people.

This is why half Asian sons are high risk. Because we see, as kids, that being a bottom of the barrel white guy (in our fathers) is better than being any kind of Asian guy, bad or not. And that sends a horrific message. I personally managed to sabotage my entire life out of the belief that being Asian was the worst thing in the world, and despite being handsome and smart, felt that I had no right to exist after being told that I looked Asian.

Below is a post from reddit’s /r/incels where a white guy talks about his screaming, short, Asian wife who hates Chinese men; and he – “he” being a guy who posts on MRA forums, hates Islam, etc – would never have found a way to reproduce without her.

I still remember the first time I was made fun of for being Asian. It made me absolutely crazy, given that every single Asian woman in my family was with a white guy at the time. And my brother? People started rumoring that he looked like a spree shooter. An autistic father, and a self hating Asian mother, who looks 100% Asian.

Archive here.

False. I am ugly as hell (Balding, Huge nose, covered with old acne scars, greasy… all I got going for me is I am tall as fuck, and thin. I look like old Nazi anti-jew propaganda, and I’m not even jewish), mildly mentally ill (ADHD/Aspergers), and happily married.

My spouse is a tiny little hellion who’s very shouty, and appreciates my calm demeanor. She’s usually not shouting at/about me. Just shouting in general. I guess no one else wanted her because she’s so loud, but I’m deaf in one ear anyway, so I just turn that one towards her when she’s shouting, and smile softly.

When she gets really upset about something (usually her mom), I slip on some of those kickboxing training gloves, and let her hit the pads.

As a result of my thoughtfulness, and the fact that I can read a map (Which she is utterly incapable of), and about a million other things I can do that she frankly can’t (cooking, building a computer from scratch, putting together flat-packed furniture, lifting particularly heavy objects, painting patterns on things(Using masking tape, but I freehand when I have to, she loves having custom made patterns painted on walls/furniture/etc), maintaining the car, etc.) I get a blow job twice a day in the shower. And sex about once a week. And she grabs my junk whenever she’s bored, which is a lot.

BTW she’s a computer programmer, and makes more than I do.

But I probably would have been a member of your group about 8 years ago before I met my wife, when I was 21.

So… there’s hope, O.K? Learn a skill. Something you can do. Then learn another. Then learn a few more. If she doesn’t find you handsome, at least she can find you handy.

And we’ve both jointly decided that, even if we’re not financially stable by then, we’ll be trying for a kid in about four years, before her eggs can spoil. We’ll do it sooner if we reach financial stability. 48k/year joint isn’t financial stability ;.;

Of course, it helps that she’s Chinese, and she utterly hates Chinese men, and also hates alphas with a raging passion. Always bitches to me about any guys with jell in their hairs and such. Refuses to even talk to them, always hides behind me and pushes me at them. Pretends she doesn’t speak English, it’s actually kinda funny. I think she had some sort of really bad experience in the past.

If you can’t get an American woman, look outside our culture where women are treated worse on average. It helps if you’re fast at learning languages.

She also appreciates that I got to the point of depression where I stopped caring what other people think of you. It makes you feel sorta… invincible, and I carried it with me out of depression after I started dating her. I don’t really bow to peer pressure any more, and when she wants me to confront someone, or ask a question for her, or whatever else, I just do it instead of feeling stressed about social stuff. As a result of that, I also mostly work in customer service anymore.

I’m… not really who I was when I was 21 anymore. 21 me was a math dork who was good at chess and bad at people, spent most of his time hiding in the corner playing Balder’s Gate 2 over and over. Also, I had hair when I was 21. 29 me is a ugly, warm, friendly, confident handyman who can fix whatever problems crop up around the house.

Oh, but don’t mistake friendliness for kindness. I sell people shit they do not need for a living and I am good at it. That’s not ‘kind’. I specialize in targeting what you’d call ‘chads’, and I call ‘Bros’. I give ’em some fist bumps, and I pretend I went to some college sport, and reminisce about teams with them, and sell them a few hundred dollars of stuff….

Anyways, a bit about why WMAF couples absolutely hate AMWF couples – and it goes way beyond AMWF just being a normal, loving, sexual, happy pairing based on looks and compatibility. In fact, AMWF, AMBF, AMLF is just far superior in the fact that it’s just healthy, while WMAF rarely, rarely, rarely, rarely, rarely is. And even if AMXF was at its most unhealthy, it’s still not WMAF, with all that that entails.

And it entails a lot.

And you could make that argument on the fundamental basis that white guys are generally racist solipsists, white guys who like Asian women are especially weird, and Asian women in general are horribly insecure, angry, screaming, self-hating, violent, malicious people who have nothing but deep, sadistic anger at women with deep eye sockets and tall nose bridges and breasts.

  • The Asian woman is heavily dependent on yellow fever to maintain a flimsy, low-effort relationship where she serves as a replacement for a racist white man who could not meet white women’s standards, who oftentimes blame feminism for why they are autistic, racist, or unpleasant to be around. Asian women are targeted specifically by white racist losers; they know this, and so they call it “yellow fever.”
  • Given that the white man knows he could not meet white women’s standards, he gets furious on seeing an Asian male – who should de facto be beneath him – meet a white woman’s standards
  • White men who go to Asia do so to exercise a last ditch effort on their Whiteness, so necessarily the white men who like being worshipped for being white, are more racist on average; hence there are so many White Nationalists, alt-rightists and overall racists who depend on Asian women for sex and validation of their masculinity
  • The Asian woman is furious on seeing a white woman – who she feels inferior towards – choose an Asian male; given that her entire basis for forming a relationship is that she can momentarily feel better than a white woman, by leveraging her desirability against the low desirability of Asian men
  • The Asian woman will have overall anger and jealousy towards a functioning, healthy relationship, from one involved in a fetishistic, broken, low effort relationship.
  • White men oftentimes feel that the stigma of having to resort to an Asian woman – plus the incredible insanity of white worshipping Asian women (horrible behavior, screaming, violence) makes his relationship less fulfilling so he lashes out at AMWF for having a healthier relationship
  • Asian women marry for status but actually crash their own status – ironically – by fulfilling a negative stereotype. The White woman / Asian man is anti-stereotypical and whereby more respectable, causing her internal stress and anger, at the fact that her relationship is built on flimsy stereotypes and racism, and AMWF couples are happier, more well rounded, and based on genuine interest.

🔥Hypocritical abusive Asian women / White men and their extreme jealousy towards Asian / Eurasian males and non-Asian females

I’ve already established that white men who like Asian women hate Asian men the most (largely because Asian women are their last pick and largely substitute for the white women that were too demanding to take their loser asses).

But what about Asian women who hate Asian men / White women? (I’ve covered this before, years ago, but have learned so much since then).

Below is a video that I accidentally uncovered, while watching, in which the woman states that her agent told her that her now-boyfriend, at the time they met, already had a girlfriend despite him being single.

I posted a thread on Reddit asking if there was a chance that the woman who tried to prevent the relationship was Asian. The thread is here and highly upvoted, to my surprise.

It was later confirmed, in that thread, that the agent was in fact an Asian woman.

My mom spent her whole life trying to get me – her Asian looking Eurasian son – to date Asian women. Why the hypocrisy? She had told me that my first girlfriend, a black girl (ironically the only ones who like Asian and Eurasian looking guys), would get pregnant and leave me, and that her father would physically assault me. My father of course, tried to get me to stay away from white women, and women in general, being a massive fundamentalist Christian paleoconservative Nazi who thought women were evil, and my mother joined in by saying that White women were sluts.

Some 40-50% of Asian women date and marry out. In terms of dating, it’s probably much higher – near 80%. Asian women are also pretty notorious for saying terrible things about Asian males. So as if that’s not bad enough for raising Hapa male sons – it gets worse – because I’ve literally heard from Asian women “I don’t like Asian guys.”

Why are there so many instances of them harassing Asian male / non-Asian female couples?
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From Reddit:

Examples of Asian women in relationships with white men, who attack Asian or Eurasian men for dating non-Asian women

  1. 🔥Asian woman describes hypocrisy of insecure Asian women enabling white-male-racist hyper sexualization, and how Asian women who date White men will harass and attack Asian men who date out. “It’s not uncommon for insecure Asian women with non-Asian partners to give dirty looks to and sh*t talk Asian men who date out. This is because those particular Asian women are jealous and insecure.”
  2. Asian male: Women from my Dad’s family hated the fact my mom was from Latin America. Link. 
  3. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥Entire reddit thread devoted to White women with Asian partners who are harassed by the Asian males’ female family members
  4. Asian woman with white boyfriend attacks her ex-boyfriend for dating a white woman.
  5. Asian male says that his mother worked to prevent him from dating non-Asian women. 
  6. Korean mother in law harasses white woman married to Korean man 
  7. Hypocritical Asian woman encourages Asian looking son to marry Asian, while telling daughter to marry white. 
  8. White woman with Asian boyfriend talks about aggression from Asian women with white boyfriends.
  9. Same white woman talks about aggression from Asian women with white boyfriends, again.

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Many Asian mothers try to force their children to marry Asian women – unusual, since they themselves married white. My mother pushed me towards Asian women for 20 years even though my dad said to me in private: “Chinese women are very hard on their men,” after the constant nagging, screaming, violence, beatings, police-calls, separate bedrooms, sleeping on the floor, and overall atrocious behavior ground the marriage down to a nub, essentially as a result of my mother realizing my father was exactly the kind of loser who “preferred” Asian women (i.e., most white men do not see Asian women as serious partners and only go for them as a result of being unable to secure a white woman to feed their egos).

Why?

Why do Asian women and Asian mothers in law harass the living hell out of the women who date Asian men, Eurasian men, their White daughters in laws, other Asian women, and even black women who date Asian men?

Could it be – that Asian women marry for status and integration and rely heavily on fetishization for integration – a fetishization that inflates their attractiveness, and heavily leans on the fact that they are “superior to Asian men,” so when they see a “superior non-Asian woman” marry an Asian guy – it disrupts their sense of power and makes them realize what a flimsy ledge they’re standing on – that they are not more beautiful or desirable, but rather just fetishized and limited to absolute bottom of the barrel, leering, creeping white guys?

It makes Asian women realize, that no matter what, they are only desirable due to fetishization by low-status non-Asian males, so to see an Asian male do well – it disrupts her entire worldview, and makes her angry to see a non-Asian woman have a genuine relationship with an Asian man, despite the fact that she can only get losers?

Could it moreso be that Asian women, due to Asian culture, don’t understand the concept of love as love (meaning that many Asian women happily marry ugly, bald, bottom feeding white men in a furious attempt to integrate and get back at Asian men, and see no problem doing so, because many Asian women are asexual and don’t even see the need to have sex with the ugly male), and so seeing a superior white woman marry an inferior Asian guy just jars her entire system?

The best thing any AMWF, Asian male, or Hapa male can do is straight up avoid Asian women. Many already do. Many top tier Asian men pretty much only date non-Asian women. It is rare to find Eurasian men who date Asian women. Why? Their worldview is incredibly skewed, to the point that bald, old, unattractive white men become a priority, indicating their views on love and sex differ from the rest of the world- and the reasons for this are varied, but largely have to do with the fact that they frankly are the least attractive and only benefit from desperation and fetishization, and their hatred ebbs off on everyone  around them. Add to the fact that Asian women like my mother are just extremely grating, flat out mean, and just horrible to everyone around them where they literally just have to bring everyone around them down, means that any AMWF couple that marries for actual love, rather than self-hate or a fetish, should avoid them.

This is why so many Half Asian men just straight up cut contact with their parents. Because the world sees us as Asian – and frankly, it’s hard as a WMAW Eurasian to not feel deeply disturbed by his parents, especially when racist white men and Asian women make it a point to harass and demean any male who looks Asian – including Eurasians.

The problem with WMAW couples is that white worshipping Asian women frankly make terrible mothers – they constantly try to use their children as a political tool against Asianness, they marry men who are, frankly, not the best – because Asian women have so heavily crashed their own value to the point that the only men who like them are weird. That is, because asexual Asian women are so “pro-white,” the guys who use this cultural tick to get laid, are generally bottom of the barrel white males. 

Half Asians are essentially on our own in understanding our identity. The ultimate irony is that many times out of many, half Asian sons are being raised by the worst possible people to be raising us – white men and Asian women who hate Asian men and want to maximize on whiteness.

The biggest problem with being Half Asian

Is that apparently Asian culture is so bad, Asian men are so repulsive, that the only men who are interested in Asian women, are the worst white men on the planet, who know that they are competing against Asian males, meaning that they literally don’t even have to make an effort.

A lot of Hapas grow up in broken homes too, because a lot of the white guys just wind up realizing somewhere down the line that Asian women are not as hot as non-Asian women, that Asian women means living around Asians, eating Asian food, dealing with Asians, and that Asian women are not submissive. So a lot of white men become violent, or get involved in extreme right wing politics as an attempt to feel in control. My dad was one, Kyle Chapman another.

Being Eurasian is just nature’s way of telling Asian and Eurasian males that the Asian mean is not ideal, and the non-Asian mean is ideal; Asian women just have an easier time integrating. But the issue remains that, due to the easy nature of Asian women,

Even compared to the rare AMWF couples – generally the Asian guy is cream of the crop, and has the openmindedness to not listen to his parents. And there’s nothing that an Asian guy can say to demean whites or white women.

But a white guy married to an Asian woman that hates everyone around him, including Asians, and uses Asian women as a way to get back at white society – blacks, Jews, even other Asians? Yeah. Typical. It’s a fetish couple at best, a hate couple at worst.

Some of the crazy stuff I did as a Eurasian male, with a Chinese mother, and a tall, skinny, blue eyed, glasses wearing, bearded red-haired British-German father.

I think this could be relevant to anyone interested.

This is the direct result of having a Chinese mother who wanted to integrate into the US and was adamant about her hatred of anything Asian. For a long time I considered my mother to be “white”, as she had altered her appearance so extensively that in my vague memory of her – I never considered her an Asian woman, and only yesterday (yes, that yesterday) was I able to look in the mirror and see an Asian guy looking back, and be able to not revert into an immediate panic. This was also the result of being surrounded – yes, surrounded, as five out of six of the Asian women in my family were married exclusively to White – not Indian, black, Latino – but White, men, and I internalized this through my entire childhood.

From a “cute” little Half Asian boy with light features, my hair and my features gradually grew more Asian, and I was wholly unprepared for racism, especially considering that much of this racism came from White men and Asian women themselves; having a racist white father and a Chinese mother who played favorites on her children (white was better and had more freedom; Asian looking – my brother – Tiger Mommed and treated different) – genuinely screwed me up.

Watch this before reading this post.

Female Chinese international student who denigrated Chinese and sang praises about America at UMaryland commencement is in a WMAF.

The realize that Asian women produce sons who look like this:

  • I denied I was Asian for almost ten years and identified as Italian or Russian.
  • Cut my hair very short to retain its light color, up until two years ago; my hair becomes more brown when short, very, very dark at longer lengths and when wet
  • I would avoid looking at myself in the mirror after taking a shower
  • I did not look in the mirror for a three year period between 2012 and 2015
  • Gained sixty pounds in a summer to look less Asian – lost seventy pounds in one summer three years later, to again, look less Asian, based on different comments
  • I used to believe my mother gave birth via immaculate conception or divine intervention and that God ordained me to be white to fulfill a plan for divinated white supremacy
  • I would fantasize about using a razor blade to cut and deepen my eyes
  • I believe God had chosen me for my looks and I bought lottery tickets expecting to win, like Rodger.
  • I would vomit profusely after developing body dysmorphia as an attempt to cover up my Asian appearance; my vomit was colored unusually due to the large amount of supplements I was taking to maintain a weight that I thought would cover my Asian appearance
  • Plagued by nightmares for twenty five years about my mother crashing our car into a body of water before drowning. Dreams have ceased since writing this blog.
  • I screamed at an AMWW couple out of anger, after seeing one in a bar, again, like Rodger.
  • I would smack an Asian student in the face in an attempt to dominate him
  • I made fun of a popular Asian student at my school anonymously and hurt his reputation to cover my own insecurity
  • I would sing fake Chinese songs in an attempt to impress my friends
  •  I would write long winded emails to my father about how I though blue eyed and blond haired people were angels – after which he never bothered correcting me
  • I posted profusely on very hardcore Neo Nazi forums
  • I was a prolific author of insanely racist Neo Nazi cartoons
  • I had befriended a violent neo Nazi who went over my Facebook and criticized me for having too many friends of color and too many Asian female friends – my cousins.
  • On seeing a photograph where I looked Asian, I would immediately delete it and go into a dark depression
  • I never looked at photographs of my parents – either because I was ashamed of the fact that I was half Asian, or because WMAF made me subconsciously uncomfortable (likely the latter)
  • To this day I have not taken a photo since 2012 out of fear of looking too Asian.

More if I can remember. My fear is my pain will eventually dissipate and I’ll forget. I need to continue triggering myself to the point that I can effectively keep producing material that will help people.

🔥Handsome Half Asian men wind up dating hideous women or run off to Asia to be with Asian women

Most Asian women don’t want hapa men because they’d rather be with an Asian guy or a white guy. More often a white male. Dating a Hapa male means 3/4 Asian sons who are just Asian sons. Many Asian women actively denigrate hapa men just the same (not knowing they are Hapa) – because for an Asian woman to be with a Hapa male who looks Asian means a massive drop in status and losing her privilege with white men. Moreover, Hapa men get denigrated by Western society, as Asian males; hence Daniel Henney had to move to Asia for a career.

Also a lot of Asian women will use Hapa men as a “step up,” but Hapa men (the 10% that are good looking enough to date) will feel turned off by this and avoid Asian women altogether, meaning that white passing Eurasian men might use Asian women for a cheap thrill but just wind up dumping them for a white woman. The other Asian looking Eurasian men will attempt to date white or black women if they can (to the anger of their Asian mothers who hate white women), or will run off to Asia to date Asian women, like Ricky Kim, Daniel Henney, etc.

Hapa men seem to know this subconsciously, hence many celebrity Half Asian men run off to Asia to work on “careers” and wind up getting married to Asian women just the same; Ricky Kim, Daniel Henney, Vivian Thomas, etc. All with Asian women. You would think that men with the famed looks beyond anything imaginable would be able to date white, black or Latina Victoria’s Secret models. But they don’t. Asian looking Hapa men (even the ones who don’t look Asian) are literally NOWHERE in society.

Asian women, essentially, are the choice women of MRAs, anti-feminists, racists, and flat out bottom of the barrel white men who have no other choice but to “go Asian.” 

A lot of hapas like me avoid Asian women as long as we could just because the stigma of being with the race of women who seem to ooze hatred, insecurity and Tiger-mom like viciousness at the world seems in our better interest; this is the same reason good looking, straight, normal white men, and even Asian men, avoid Asian women, because it’s just too high risk balancing their insecurity, their white worship, and the stigma of being with one (it’s seen as being manipulative, too easy, or not rewarding) as a means to make themselves feel more attractive, and the desire for a fulfilling relationship.

Yellow fever only gets complained about because Asian women have such low social desirability that losers go for them. They know this and so they attack whatever Asian or Eurasian guy they can find to make it seem like they’re somehow better in comparison.

There are a ton of hapa men who think they’re God’s gift to women (I used to think like this) and look like some variation of Elliot Rodger. Short, smirking, slightly effete. They inherit their mothers’ tiny frames, dark thick hair, like I did, despite my father being 6’3″.

These guys uniformly heavily rely on Asian women (the ugliest ones) for their ego boosts (I never did, because hearing “so handsome” from Asian women is an insult due to race relations in western society; i.e., it’s not a compliment). If it wasn’t for Asian women, most hapa men would be more violent than Elliot Rodger. Asian women seem incapable of even telling the difference between a handsome white person and a hideous one, and Asian men actually fit more into western male standards of attractiveness and would do more so if not for racism.

This gimmick usually only lasts a few years until Asian women realize marrying a hapa male means full Asian looking sons and drop them for a white male. The current batch of hapa sons is still too young to take the full brunt of the hatred Asian women have for Asian looking men, and the hapas who are older generally settle down with horribly ugly Asian women, or in some cases black women – which enrages their mothers and their racist white fathers.

Or these same Hapa men rely on the very few white women that will take a half Asian guy with a huge ego and stick up his ass; these women are incredibly limited because most white women see half Asian men the same as full Asian men. Hence Elliot Rodger.

Moreover, most Half Asian men are brainwashed by their Asian mothers to only go Asian, and brainwashed by their Asian mothers to feel as if they are not good enough for anything but Asian women, as a way to protect their Asian mothers’ ego as being “attractive,” when Asian women are only as attractive as the desperate, low status white men who want them.

Find me a half Asian celebrity with a hot girlfriend. They don’t exist. Most like Jon Hamilton are permasingle. Others are perpetually humiliated guys like Jon Gosselin.

Look at this footballer who is hot shit in Thailand of all places. This is literally the best he can do:

At least he’s not dating an Asian woman though. So I guess that says something.