Sticky: Asian Women and White Men: Why the Mental Health of Hapa Sons and Daughters of White Men and Asian Women Needs to be Addressed, and Why You Should Reach Out to Hapa People.

I changed the above picture for fear of doxxing. Use this blog as an example of how troubled Hapas can be, some worse than others. I wrote this essay about two years ago, at the peak of a very, very damaging breakdown. Since then, thanks to a supportive community and a (now large) group of Eurasians putting their brains together, I have transformed this blog into a rational discussion of the dangers of hatred, the reality of race relations even in romance, and even discovered the source of why I was so crazy; my older posts (if you go back to the beginning) can be used as a representation of the kind of damage that was done to my mind, and the kind of psychosis that can be found in mixed young men and women without proper intervention. If I hadn’t started this blog, I would likely now be dead or imprisoned, and ironically by writing I found the source of the very unsettling problems I had no more than two years ago; hence I won’t change the title. If you don’t believe that I am Hapa, continue reading. I try to present the issues as honestly as I can.

I am a formerly well liked, handsome, outgoing, popular, Dartmouth educated Eurasian man born to a Chinese mother who sought out marriage into the powered WASP class – but then realized too late that the man she married was an underemployed, emotionally damaged, meek, hyper-racist, conspiracy theorist male – and she essentially killed herself. At around age 20 I encountered anti-Asian racism and due to inheriting my father’s entitlement to the world, I was unprepared to deal with it; I am emotionally unstable, self-loathing, addicted, underemployed, have strong intimacy issues, and unable to form proper relationships due to my self-hatred instilled on me during the first 20 years of my life. Unlike other Eurasians who find self-esteem in underpaid modeling jobs, my self-implosion has been broadcast to the world to the point that I am internet famous. I am not afraid to be as viciously honest as I need to be in order to speak on the reality of this world.

If you don’t think this website is valid – go to, which received 9 million views in 2 years, and 1.1 million views in the first month of 2017. Also – find half Asians with Asian fathers and compare their behavior to those with Asian mothers. 

Iimage1-5magine being raised by two racists – your own parents. Your own mother wanted a white man, yet here you are – a half Asian, a man who looks very Asian. Except you have a white father. Is it possible to raise a healthy child considering the loaded, white-worshipping nature of yellow fever and white fever? How can a biracial child be expected to be normal if he looks Asian, and the entire basis of his parents’ relationship was that the man not be Asian? How can Asian women outmarry at such high rates, have an open ‘white fetish,’ and expect Asian looking sons to be emotionally well adjusted?

In short: I am the son of a foreign born Asian woman from Hong Kong who deliberately married a tall (6’3″, skinny), red-haired, blue eyed, bearded white man. She, like many Asian women, sought out a man who had a “Western” background so that she could feel integrated into her new home, and better than her fully Asian peers. She was by and large mentally ill, violent, abusive, cruel towards my father when he wasn’t making enough money, extremely controlling, and had self-image issues, changing her entire appearance to “look white.” She did not and never did love my father, and only used him because he was white; their entire marriage was violent, loveless, and calculating.

This man was interested in Asian culture and married because he was socially unable to marry a white woman due to his political beliefs and personality quirks (he is very socially conservative, a Holocaust denier and anti-Semite, extremely homophobic, very shy, not many friends, belief that white women are too liberated, extremely meek and unable to make eye contact with others, steps off the sidewalk when larger men approach, unwilling to work or make money for fear of violating Christian scripture).

I was raised largely as a white child, yet turned more Asian in appearance with age. I was raised in an environment that had an undercurrent of anti-Asian male racism (America), saw Asian women (including almost all of them in my own family) throw themselves at white men (the majority of whom are racists, Republicans, or short and or meek), and also an over-current of false Eurasian myths about beauty and intelligence. I subconsciously always believed myself to be “less” because my own mother and her sisters all were married to white men and adamantly denied I was Asian for a decade. 

My parents’ relationship was loveless, violent and broken due to her disillusionment with my father after ten years as he failed to make enough money, and grew balder and fatter and no longer lived up to the White male Prince Charming she had wanted (separate bedrooms, forced to sleep on the couch, extreme violent fighting). My brother and I suffered extreme psychological and physical abuse (beaten with coat hangers by our mother, Tiger Mommed, had her threaten to kill herself with a butcher knife in front of us, threatened to crash the car with us in it while driving at 90 mph), and her behavior became worse and worse as she realized that her white husband wasn’t making as much money as her brother and sister, who both married Chinese partners. This is a story of someone who was very sick, and in recovery.

When I got older, despite the fact that society told me that I was “unique” for being Eurasian, I was treated with contempt by both white people AND Asian people; Asian women would often express disgust at me for being Asian (scowling at me on the street, or smirking), and white people would constantly remind me that I was Asian in a way to demean and undermine me. This caused me to self implode from a popular, outgoing Eurasian to becoming a recluse and suicidal.

Two years after writing the below, I am leaving it word for word, as I wrote it, as proof of how I felt and feelings I still struggle with as a male of Asian heritage who clearly looks Asian, born to a mother who thought of Asian men as beneath her. I am highly educated, formerly well liked, popular, handsome, out going  and like many Eurasians I burned out in my twenties with the realization that people, even Asian women, hate my Asian side, so now I’ve turned my talents towards exposing the last bastion of White supremacy in the world as candidly as I can. I am literally dissecting White male / Asian women couples and the Eurasian identity to a degree that nobody else ever has.

I actually moved to China (which saved my life) in order to escape racism and feelings of inferiority – and was shocked on learning that my own mother (and many other Chinese) had moved to America in order to find the American dream – a dream that hated me for my Asian blood. 

highly recommend that any potential parent to half-Asian children make sure that they are marrying on a clean slate – with zero fetishism, zero white-worship, and zero undertones of racial hierarchies – and that they be completely honest about this, to avoid sending more young man down the path that I went.

I am doing this for every single half-Asian kid out there who has committed suicide, thought about suicide, suffered from racism, isolation, outcasting, and had two parents whose entire relationship was nothing but lust, selfishness, even hatred – leaving us with nothing but perpetual isolation. The world does not care about Hapa males if you look average or even a little bit Asian. The world – even Asian women, who truly believe that they are white – only care about whiteness and white men.

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The half Asian reality summed up here, and why this new demographic of Half Asians with White fathers / Asian mothers is going to be very dangerous. I’m warning you from personal experience.

Society doesn’t care that your son is half white. Asian women don’t care that your son is half white. All they want is white men. Half Asian sons are not white men.

Most of the time Asian women marry white men because they don’t like Asian men and have a physical preference for white men. Asian women also dislike being associated with the Asian “gilded Ghetto” monolith, and want to feel “included” into the majority culture – so they marry white men at rates unmatched by any other ethnic group.

There is no other race on earth that has this ingrained hatred of Asianness and their own men. Literally none.

Half Asian men resemble Asian men, 80-90% of the time. 


In fact the majority of people don’t like Asian men.

Admit it: your wife / girlfriend is with you because she does not like Asian men. She is only attracted to tall white men.

They will say it’s because of behavior / feminism, but Asian male behavior (jealousy) is because Asian women don’t like the way Asian men look. Ask any Asian woman married to a white man and she’ll just say:

“I’m just not attracted to them.”

Asian women don’t like Asian men for the same reason MOST white women don’t like Asian men. They are Asian.

A half Asian son realizes this. He realizes that he is Asian too. It doesn’t matter how good looking he is, how talented, how intelligent – he will endure a lifetime of hearing “of course your mother is the Asian one,” and being perpetually second class in non-Asian society. He will endure jokes, endure racism, discrimination from society, see hundreds thousands of Asian women a year paired up with white men, face discrimination in dating, in work – and…

…his own parents will oftentimes be extremely racist against Asian men as well – yet he looks like an Asian guy. 

Keep in mind, that Asian women are so world famous for hating their own men – that the men who like Asian women and want to be seen with one in public, are almost uniformly terrible people: racists, Neo-Nazis, White Nationalists, MRAs, MGTOWS, autists, abusive people – like my father.

In fact – it could be said, that unbeknownst to most whites, Asian women can be so extremely racist – that they tend to attract the worst white males.

So half Asians not only look Asian, but come from extremely hateful homes.

Along with the millions of Asian women around him disliking Asian men, his own mother does too. Every single Eurasian person with eyes looks around him and sees how Asian women act around white men, fawning, complimenting – and Asian mothers expect us to not notice. Can we please just drop the charade and admit this is true?

How are half Asians supposed to somehow not notice that Asian women openly favor white men, that these couples are extremely narcissistic and have insanely eugenicist beliefs about their own children, and yet develop emotionally healthy?

If he looks Asian, then, well. Welcome to a life of bullying, confusion, resentment, depression, rejection from both sides, and perpetual low self esteem seeing Asian women like his mother paired up millions of times over with white men – yet he looks Asian. 

He will be asked to take pride in the fact that his, and all his friends’ fathers are white, and asked to deal with the stereotypes of White men / Asian women and unable to distinguish between good and bad couplings. He will try to take pride in looking Asian but realizes that nobody, not his friends, not women, not his own mother, wants anything to do with an Asian male. He will be born into an anti-Asian society, look Asian, and recognize that even his own mother valued white men over him. It is the ultimate betrayal. 

Asian women and white men will promise up and down that their sons are superior – largely because they have to make sure that their children truly believe they are superior in order to cover up for one of the most unbalanced interracial pairings – yet whites still view half-Asians as inferior.

I’m sorry. Please, please, please stop lying about this.



“But half Asian babies are cute.”

And half Asian babies become Asian men when they grow up. In fact most Asian women can’t tell the difference between a fully grown Asian male and a half Asian male. Sometimes half Asian men grow up to look Latino or Middle Eastern or in some cases Central Asian – which makes Asian women hate the children of other Asian women, for simply not being white.

“Half Asian men are hot.”

They’re not all hot, and people won’t care that they’re half. Besides, you believed white men hottest. You turned down hot Asian men for white men, so why would anyone want a hot half Asian man?

I know hot half Asian men.”

Nope. You know men who pass as white. When you figure out how to guarantee your son is 6’3″, let me know. And after all, you wanted a white man, not a half Asian man. Either that, or you know the son of an Asian male and a white woman.

I know Asian men with white girlfriends.”

You know one or two, while you know five times as many Asian women with white boyfriends.

It’s a yes or no question. Does your loved one hate Asian men? Yes, or no.

Will you son be Asian? Yes or no. Simple question.

Just yes, or no.

The Ongoing Mentally Ill Eurasian List: Why Are Hapas with White Fathers Committing So Many Crimes?


The above picture describes my parents to an absolute T.

2016 update: I stopped, then started to continue to add people to this list because the news keeps aggregating and aggregating. 2016 has seen several national news stories featuring Eurasians – every single one with a white father and Asian mother.

Does anyone want to explain why virtually every single Eurasian / Hapa who commits a crime has a white father and an Asian mother?

The single largest mixed race demographic on earth – all uniformly born to white fathers (literally the last people on earth who understand what it’s like to be non-white) and Asian mothers (literally the last people on earth who care) – the only predictable factor among a million unpredictable social elements.

Could it maybe have to do with the fact that SOME of the people who get involved in these relationships present us with a highly politicized relationship involving the superiority of white men, passive aggressive myths about Eurasian beauty and abilities, and psychosexual microaggressions designed to demean Asian people? While my father never badmouthed Asian men – I can only imagine being the son of raceplayers, or women who make a show of their distaste for Asian blood. And I had it bad. 

Not all, of course, but let’s be honest that there are many Asian women who chase white men out of a passionate hatred for Asian men, and there are white men who are happy to sleep with them, disrespect the hell out of their Asian partners, not thinking that their son will look totally Asian. From the Sarong Party Girls, to the LA valley girls who dye their hair… where does this all lead besides some of us being in a really bad place… and there are some incredible selfish white guys who get off on being worshipped for their whiteness and think that their children won’t have problems. Really? Really?

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“Proud” Hapas


Why would a half-Asian be proud?

Proud of being white? Or proud of being Asian?

We’re expected to be proud of being Asian yet own mothers fetishized White men – believed white men to be far superior to Asian men, and believed white features to be more desirable on a male? Whenever people look at me, they make comments about my tall nose and small face – so why not just go get a full white guy? We’re like a testimony to how obsessed Asian women are with white features. Literally every time someone asks “what are you?” – and you respond with “I’m Half Chinese,” they say, “it must be your mom who is Chinese.”

Combine this with the fact that everyone hates Asian men – including white women, and Asian women themselves who view you at best as an odd looking Asian mixed minority (Uzbek, Xinjiang), or at worst, like a full Asian

How can we be proud to be half Asian, when everywhere we go we see Asian women throwing themselves at plain, basic, ugly White men – proving that Asian women really will do anything to integrate and upgrade themselves with white blood? We really are supposed to be okay with going to school, being laughed at for being a chink or a small-dicked Asian, humiliated for our Asian looks by white people, when your own mother was literally sleeping with the men who look exactly like the kind of guy saying this shit to you?

Then our mothers have the NERVE to tell us to be proud to be Asian? To be part of a race of men whose women outmarry at a rate of 50-60%? Why not just identify as white – since they are the guys who are able to walk all over Asian women, getting sex and love whenever they want with both white and Asian women – and if we identify as Asian we are putting ourselves right back in the cultural ghetto our mothers tried to escape from?

Our features are Asian. Our eyes might be Asian. Or our hair texture. Or our bodies. You we half-Asian, yet Asian women, and white women, continue to reject Asian men in favor of tall, powerful White Western men. Asian women claim that all half Asian men are beautiful – based on what they see on the internet, yet the internet only collects the most beautiful specimens. What about the half Asians who look indistinguishable from full Asians? Or the ones who look ugly, and then disappear from Asian womens’ minds?

We have to then live with the fact that Asian women around us continue to literally bow then like dogs to men like my father, racist, unemployable, unreliable white men – because they’re tall and white. And my father isn’t even that bad a guy! What about the white men who are such horrible racists that they get off on dominating Asian vagina in order to prove their superiority?

Oh yes, let’s be proud that:

  • 95% of our fathers were white.
  • Our mothers chased tall bearded white guys.
  • Our moms were bar girls, race climbers, status chasers, mentally ill, superficial, cruel, ex-prostitutes, mentally ill, money-obsessed, spent their whole life fetishizing white male features, obsessed with Europe, etc., etc.
  • Our fathers were manipulative, oftentimes racist men who used white worshipping Asian women to their benefit of finding partnership, sometimes abandoning us because they didn’t want a half Asian child.

We look Asian. We are “Hapa,” meaning that in the eyes of our own mothers and millions like them, and millions of people around the world – we are still Asians. We have white blood, yet we are nowhere near the level of attractiveness of the white movie stars that our mothers drooled over. Are there Chinese movie stars like Hu Dong who have tall noses? So why would a half-Asian be of any value – when Asian women really just want blue eyed, blond haired white men?

So they gave us a label: Hapa, which is nothing more than a clever attempt at giving us self-esteem, as if we were best of both worlds, or a beautiful blend – yet all it means is that we were infused with the blood of a white man, and always and only a white man. They point us at Hapas and make comments about our tall noses or big eyes, and if you don’t have those features, then you’re just another inferior Asian man. So I have had Asian women walking smugly with their white boyfriends look at me as if I was the enemy – even though my father is white. 

Have you noticed White women don’t search out Asian men to create “beautiful Hapas / Eurasians, or Hun Xue Er?” Because like Asian women, they desire white men, so they have no good reason to make up lies about the beauty of Eurasians. Their children will be white.

Don’t get me started on “there were just more white men around;” Asian women are deliberately ignoring Asian men, who by natural law exist in equal numbers, even in Asian countries, to pair up with white men.

40% of all Asian women deliberately exclude Asian men. Yet as the sons of these women, we’re to take pride in this?

There is very little that could convince me otherwise; maybe if there weren’t millions upon millions of them I would think it was a coincidence… but there are. 

And maybe if I wasn’t turned down by Asian women with regards to my Asian heritage – I would have faith that indeed, my own mother and women in my family, were all just coincidences. 

“But you get turned down because of your personality.”

Contrary to what people believe, I became like this out of anger at treated poorly, whereas until I was in my early 20’s I was well liked, popular, thousands of friends on Facebook, tall, good looking, until it became self-evident to me, through observation, careful study of online dating patterns, and personal experience, that Asian blood is problematic.

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Posts from LipstickAlley, two months before Elliot Rodger, one month before Matthew DeGrood


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The above black woman called it two months before; I call it now. It’s going to happen again on my word… (edit: at this point, it has already, several times, as of Feb. 2016) the psychotic nature of some of these relationships is beyond inexplicable and I barely escaped it. My brother, not so much. Ironically I was able to escape the pit I was falling into by writing more on the subject. If you look at the original posts on the websites they are frantic and insane.

It frankly makes no sense at all, for a woman who spent her entire life verbally abusing, demonizing and avoiding Asian men, to be raising an Asian looking boy – particularly if her husband is complicit in the “dominance” or “creation” of the atmosphere of white supremacy that isolates his own son.

Even worse is that Asian women themselves create a nation-wide hook-up culture that severely penalizes Asian looks and then go on to raise Asian looking sons.

What I mean by that is: you can sociologize it away but at the end of the day, we have an entire landfill’s worth of crap to deal with picking up our parents’ racial baggage ON TOP OF the racism in Western society. It is not our fault. Please understand this.

On top of this, our mothers, out of desperation begin to teach their children about culture by signing them up for Karate and Mandarin lessons, when they were trying to escape it their entire lives. Only a very dense Hapa wouldn’t see that the fact that we all have white fathers is indicative of something much more… malignant.

The quote she is referring to is from the Hapa guy who motivated me to start writing on my own.

💢Three brothers who look more Asian than their Japanese mom, all of whom are gay



I wonder how much half Asian male sexuality is defined during childhood being exposed to the “masculine white” / “feminine Asian” dynamic.

Given the fact that White men who marry Asian women specifically hate Asian males and White women, and seeing them together oftentimes drives WMAW couples insane – I wonder how much the children pick up on that. I did – to the point that I sabotaged almost all of my relationships thinking that nobody could ever possibly want a half Asian male.

All of it?


How to trigger a Half Asian male (with a white father and Asian mother)!

I am writing this from past experience and based on what triggered me and led to my downfall. As to why I am sharing this information – I don’t know. I just find it humorous. But more so because I understand these things so well.

How to trigger a half-Asian male with a white father and an Asian mother?

Tell him he looks full Asian. No – tell him he looks Asian.

He will snap.

The reasons for this are simple.

By and large, most half Asians internalize being Asian as a bad thing; and for good reason. The White male / Asian female disparity exists for a reason, for one thing.

The disparity exists, largely, for biological reasons (at least this was my interpretation of it growing up, sans any kind of outside intervention; I took the fact that 5 out of 6 of the Asian women in my family were married to white men, as de facto proof that being Asian, and a male, was bad. A death sentence, rather).

The second reason is because Asian mothers oftentimes reward Whiteness and white privilege. Many of them insist on it, and hype up the child’s Western features as opposed to his Asian ones – because for one, White children are a status boost over full Asians and within Asian society, and for two, being Asian is unwanted and humiliated by non-Asian populations.

Why do you think half-Asians, as opposed to biracial Latinos, biracial Indians, biracial Iranians, don’t create group after group after group celebrating their mixed-ness? They just exist. Half-Asians, on the other hand, make a big deal out of being half-Asian, rather than just being Asian. It’s almost as if Half Asians are covering up for something.

That’s not the least bit of it, though; remember how Elliot Rodger killed three Asian men, and several white women.

The reality was that he had inherited his white father’s entitlement. Faced with white fragility, and the fact that White women were not willing to marry him, Peter Rodger married not one, but two foreign women. Note how foreign women are seen as the antithesis to white American Anglo women, as being more manageable. Arguably, weaker men go for foreign women.

Half Asians inherit their fathers’ entitlement, plus their fragility, plus their mothers’ rewarding of Whiteness (probably the ultimate incentive for young males). Add to the fact that white men who like Asian women absolutely hate Asian men (because Asian men represent competition for the women that White men see as a last resort to maximize on their Whiteness); whereby half Asian men pick up on this hatred. Essentially, the worst white men (literal white supremacists in many cases) wind up marrying Asian women as a last ditch move to maximize on whiteness, and like it or not, many Half Asian sons inherit those horrible qualities (myself included)

So, half-Asian men develop unwarranted self-esteem and an image based on frankly, nothing, and when confronted with the inevitable racism they face, oftentimes sexual, they snap.


Think about it this way – no other ethnic group out-marries as much as Asian women. That means that every other ethnic group simply exists. Asian women exist to outmarry, to avoid Asian men. Everyone knows this. The media knows this.

So what exactly is so bad about being Asian?

Remember – the entire existence of half-Asians is predicated on the fact that Asian women don’t want to be Asian. Isn’t that amazing?

The reality is behind all of this, Hapa males, especially the ones who look Asian (I’d say half of us) and are indistinguishable from full Asians, spend our lives hiding. We hide in Asia, we hide behind myths of superiority, we hide behind a whole bunch of crap. You would think after 50 years of WMAW – there would be a successful Eurasian. So where is he?

🌟Why do the alt-right and White Supremacists hate me (a Half Asian blogger) so much?

After two years of /r/Hapas and my website, it seems that we have been brigaded multiple times – every single time by Alt-rightists and “conservative groups.”

/r/Hapas’ biggest thread of all time was just earlier today, where a group of alt-rightists brigaded the shit out of the sub. Most of the comments were deleted but the overwhelming majority of them were by posters with long histories of anti-social, right-wing, and for whatever reason, Islamophobia, which seemed to occur at rates of 100%.

It seems unusual that in the entire history of /r/Hapas – there has been only one poster that I recall who didn’t like the place – who had a history of actual liberalism; i.e., saying that Trump was a racist, and that not all Muslims were bad.

Literally every single poster who has come onto /r/hapas or even this website, and voiced his anger, has been an extreme racist who hates Islam, hates Western women, and hates blacks, Jews, or some other kind of garden-variety-racism. And trust me, we document this kind of thing.

My dad is a racist; a huge one, to the point of being hated profusely in his majority Blue state – death threats included. A big time racist, and not once in my life did he ever bother teaching me about my Asian heritage. Since day one, it was the Iliad that, Ezra Pound this, just Western literature. The reason was because he wanted an Asian wife because she would help him carry on his White Man Ideals. 

“The West is falling, but I can prevent that with a Eurasian son.” A traditional, family oriented Asian woman who appreciates m-m-m-muh whiteness.

“While Muslims and blacks take over Europe, well, hell, at least I can take over Asia.”

That’s why the alt-right hates anyone who criticizes WMAW so much. It’s almost mind blowing how Asian feminists and the extreme right, the Alt-Right Neo-Nazis of today, are unified in their hatred of me. Bizarre.

I’m not racist. I consider myself a normal guy who was blind-sided by society’s racism and by my own father’s autism and broken marriage. I wanted to be normal and still want to be normal, comfortable in my skin. I think back to all the times I was too shy to talk to that black girl or that Indian girl who were staring at me in cafeteria at the girls’  school, because I thought there was no way they liked a half-Asian guy, since naturally, 5 out of 6 of the Asian women in my family were with White men. And this was long before I knew other Hapas were out there; to me, it was like, Asian women defaulted to White men, so in the back of mind, better to be mixed than full Asian.

It’s very hard to be normal when your father is a hardcore White Nationalist who is married to an Asian woman whose desire was blue eyed, blond haired sons. It’s a huge mind-f**k. And the worst part is, neither one of them ever made an attempt to stop me as I flirted with Neo-Naziism or the right wing.

Asian women, to the right, are replacement White women. And to the left, well, most left-wing White men are still White men after all – they just go with the flow as long as it benefits them.

Their entire appeal is that they like White men, and everything White men have to stand for. For most of my life, I never wanted to date an Asian woman because to me, it was just a major affront to my ego, to go out with a woman whose only value she saw in me was my Whiteness.

My dad is a semi famous writer and activists who would agree with the alt-right on paper, very racist against minorities, thinks of Asians as “just like us,” thinks the Holocaust didn’t happen but should have, thinks Jews run Hollywood to promote degeneracy in the West, thinks ancient Egypt was a group of Satanists, thinks Julius Evola is good literature, thinks Star Wars and Harry Potter promote black magic, calls blacks the N-word, hates feminists. His wife of course like many of these men was a Chinese woman.

I find it weird that my dad laughs when he sees black men / White women on TV and says it’s Harvey Weinstein’s program, yet his wife was a Chinese woman. /r/Hapas exists because of this.

That and my dad telling me that I shouldn’t go out with white women because they’re sluts, and telling me that my first love (a black girl from the Bronx) had a dad who would kill me (because he was black, as in, he would kill me because that’s what black men do.

The alt-right does indeed love Asian women, because the alt-right, an entire movement whose word “cuck” is derivative from a type of pornography featuring black men and White women, is one based around a promotion of White masculinity, and Asian women are an affirmation of White masculinity.

It’s insane.

And yes, before anyone doubts it, the Southern Poverty Law Center, the ADL, and Wikipedia all list the Alt-Right as White Supremacist.

And on Wikipedia’s page for prominent Alt-Rightists, half of them are either married to Asian (in one case Iranian) women, or have studied Japanese languages. One actually is an Asian woman.



The real question should be: why do disenfranchised white males hate me? Well – because I call them out. Because like my father, men unable to compete in the real world with competition from multiculturalism and feminism (yes, competition from women), these desperate young men, unable to attract women with the charm or mystery of men who grew up with actual difficulty in their lives,  turn to the one group of women who they feel will “save them” from their ills. Asian women. 

What really blows my mind is how the alt-right seems to have a fixation on this one man,  Count , who they deem as responsible for the downfall of Western civilization.

They also don’t seem to realize that this man was half-Asian, with an Asian mother and white father.

They don’t seem to realize that they face a dead end – that they cannot continue their racist existence via the wombs of Asian women, lest their own children turn on them, and I think this is the real reason why they hate me so much – because I remind them of their own demise.

The hypocrisy of this alone is staggering… I’m still trying to wrap my head around it.

The word “cuck” is borrowed heavily from a fear White men have of being “cucked” by darker, “more masculine” men, yet when confronted with their hypocrisy so many of these men snap, and start acting like their own hated “SJWs” with regards to this WMAW issue, throwing around words like “reverse racism,” and “racism against White men.”

It seems unusual that that alt-right savagely hate Western feminism and Western women – disparaging Western women for their so called desire to “cuckold” white males – yet have an intense dislike for a subreddit that calls out the hypocrisy of their preference for Asian women, since naturally, we are the sons and daughters of White supremacists who… didn’t manage to marry White women.

More on Asian women, white privilege, and why they set their Hapa sons up for failure as opposed to Asian fathers / non-Asian mothers

Someone posted this on Reddit today about how their friend met a Hapa guy who was outgoing, charming, handsome and successful. He said, “is his mom Chinese?” and the woman’s response was, “no, his dad, of course.” Of course.

I was grabbing dinner with an old friend and former co-worker earlier (gorgeous mixed race black girl, works in tech, really smart, super insanely successful career that’s left mine in the dust, and just a really friendly kind person). She mentioned she dumped her ex (white dude with no job, no ambition), and started seeing a new guy, who she couldn’t stop bragging about. For about 10 minutes straight, she told me how he was a really good guy, and also smart, successful, insanely jacked, teaches yoga and is a semi-professional race biker on the side. She talked about this guy for 10 minutes straight without once mentioning his race (could you imagine WMAF going 10 minutes talking about their partner without mentioning their race? I can’t either). Then she showed me a photo of this guy, and I had to ask…

“Is he hapa?” “Yeah, he’s half Chinese.” “White dad?” “No, Chinese dad, of course!”

I didn’t ask her to elaborate on what that “of course” means… but I think everyone on this sub (hell, everyone in the world) knows what she meant when she said “of course”…


People don’t really understand Asian women very well – they’re not in a position to truly understand their psychopathy. Amy Chua was the first inkling something was wrong; then Tila Tequila, the literal Asian-female Neo-Nazi; Celeste Ng, who lied and wrote an entire book to frame Asian males / White women as the culprit in a family tragedy despite the story being based on her own experiences with other White man / Asian woman couples. 

Ever notice how the vast majority of Asian women even in metropolitan areas bee-line for White men? They don’t go for black, Latino, Arab, or Asian men – only white.

Want to know why? My mother encouraged me to check “white” on my university application. She complimented my tall nose, and light colored eyes – all of which turned darker in time. My father, of course, not once taught me anything about my Asian heritage, only hoisting old copies of Western epics onto me with the assumption that I would be able to “carry on the flame of the White man,” as if my Asian mother was some noble alternative to degenerate white women.

Asian women want their kids to be white. They want to fit in, to feel privileged, and they want their children to look white, think white; ever notice how Asian women give their sons White-Western names (Tom, Jordan, Chris, Brad) and their daughters names like Meiko, Lin, Keiko, Leili or something? Not always – but it happens enough. They want to recreate White men / Asian women couples in their children.

Here’s the proof, from a Chinese-White Australian girl who won an award for best youth filmmaking in Australia.

So when guys like me, replacement white guys raised by replacement white people, tried to enter into the upper echelons of society (Ivy League), I encountered racism for my Asian side, and of course, a lot of this came form Asian women themselves.

There’s literally nothing you can do to counter anti-Asian male racism from Asian women themselves. If you have an Asian father, you can gloat about it, about how your parents helped defeat stereotypes. But at that young age I was like, well I guess I just lost, period.

Asian women want their children to be white. Period. And when the children inevitably fail, we have a combination of white-fragility, plus a sudden blow out of privilege being stripped away, and a complete lack of support from our parents.

That is why so many WMAW Eurasians are absolutely crazy and AMWW Hapas actually teach their kids resilience and how to succeed.

What’s even worse is that Asian women actually marry down. Their only priority is marrying white to the point that they marry men way beneath them economically. My mother snapped after my dad turned out to be a conspiracy theorist believing Holocaust denying guy who didn’t want to work simply because he believed Jesus was coming back to punish the Negros and Jews in New York.

I was raised to believe white is right and so when I was in my Ivy League school I was just floored by the racism I met. It was like a shotgun blast to the chest. Being a “nice guy,” egalitarian, outgoing and friendly really doesn’t mean shit when you have the literally worst people on earth raising you. And for the White woman / black woman + Asian male couples out there, please understand this. There’s nothing wrong with being mixed, but there’s something fundamentally wrong with Asians and Whites, particularly the WMAW couple. Period.

That’s only a tiny bit of the difference between AMWF and WMAF. Lots of it otherwise has to do with the fact that only cream of the crop Asian males reproduce with non-Asian women, and pretty much any white loser can get an Asian woman. Of course this might seem like hocus pocus unless you really lived it. And I really lived it.

This Australian White Supremacist who threatened Muslims with terror attacks – has an Filipino wife; imagine the children this guy would create

I’m literally warning you people – I have a mentally ill brother who is under watch by the local police force. My father is an autistic white supremacist Asiaphile who speaks multiple Asian languages and also believes the Holocaust did not happen and that Muslims are a death cult. My mother also was hoping that I had blue eyes as a child.

Imagine my issues.

Think about it this way – imagine the worst possible white men; they have extremist views, are unable to compete in the real world, and can’t get a white woman on board with their extremist, anti-social beliefs.

Wouldn’t an Asian woman who barely speaks English, has no cultural understanding of racism or white supremacy, and wants a white baby – be a perfect fit?

You’ve been warned.

Link where Cerminara’s wife is confirmed as Asian.

How White men who like Asian women hate Asian men and White women the most, and how this affects Eurasian male psychosexuality; and why Elliot Rodger targeted Asian men and White women


I am Eurasian with a White father and Asian mother. I am incredibly, incredibly messed up, way beyond normal behavior for a male of my age. A lot of this has to do with my paranoid, conspiracy theorist dad (who stopped working because he was afraid that Jesus was coming back, and drove my mother insane), and depressed, mentally-ill Asian mother. I inherited a lot of their mental “problems” – as well a their cultural baggage.

I understand that as a Eurasian male – there are going to be people out there that are a lot worse, particularly when nobody listens to you.

Want to know why? Look at this post by a White guy in Taiwan who was seeking a Taiwanese woman but said, in regards, to Taiwanese men / foreign women couples – that there were “more than there should be.” 


In the past, I was actually verbally attacked and humiliated for my Asian appearance – despite having a White father and Asian mother – by several of my university classmates. Each and every one of the classmates that did this – was a racist against Asians; one was Afghani, two were white.

As engineers they would constantly complain about the Asians in the library or in the cafeteria. It turns out that these men, given that they were neither particularly good looking, and also very nerdy, all slept with Asian women for casual sex and hookups.” Because these were the only women these guys could get. 

It’s not unusual for men who like Asian women to hate Asian men particularly badly. 

The reason for this is because these men who like Asian women generally do so, as a way to “take back the power” in the form of male sexuality and dominance over Asian women – the women that are known, frankly, for being available for anyone that is not Asian.

So in a way, the entire appeal of Asian women is that they are available to you, if you fail to get what you want from non-Asian women. Meaning that, if X women are too feminist, they don’t like you, too demanding, well, at least I can get an Asian woman – since she will do anything for integration and status (though this is not known to the male, who assumes that the woman just wants “big cock” and “sex with a superior male.”)

So when these men see Asian men with White or non-Asian women, it triggers them, in a way that is exceptionally dangerous, even bordering on violent. Because the Asian male (and in many cases, the Eurasian male) is a non-entity, a feminine other that does not deserve love or sex or companionship. Keep in mind that the man who chose an Asian woman – generally chose her as a second choice, as a response to White or other non-Asian women who have too high standards.

The entire appeal of Asian women is that they are available if and only if the first choice – a non-Asian woman – is not available. Meaning that men like me, who started off charming, outgoing and ambitious, refused to date them because I felt simply that it wouldn’t challenge me as a person, and largely because I didn’t want to be worshipped for my half-White blood. My first kiss actually was with one of the nicest girls I’ve ever known, who actually was Japanese and now engaged to a hapa with a Japanese father, but other than that, since that period I became more and more wary of Asian girls. Unfortunately for the decent ones out there.

So when a man who settles with his second choice – or even last choice before…. suicide, or whatever (as in the case of the original post), sees an Asian man with a White woman – it drives him crazy. It drove Elliot Rodger, the son of a White man and an Asian woman crazy, to see Asian men with White women. The following picture was essentially the catalyst that drove Elliot to murder White women and Asian men.

a8M9LEQ-2.jpgWhy would the son of a White man and an Asian woman want to murder White women and Asian men?

Have you seen the way that white men who fetishize Asian women talk down about Asian women and white men? Spend time around them or go into a place like /r/china and ask yourself, honestly, two questions:

  1. A) How is this progressive?
  2. B) What is this going to be like for the sons who look Asian?

Keep in mind that contemporary White male masculinity is essentially now hinged on the dominance over Asians. Keep in mind that the White male is now “under attack0 by Muslims, blacks, and other people of color.

In order to really overcome their fear of losing both political and sexual power, the availability of Asian women is their number one fallback plan.

Asian male / White female (or in some cases another type of woman) tends to provoke anger in non-Asian males in a way that others are not able to properly understand.

Just read how this woman was harassed by a Trump supporter for having an Asian husband. Archive here.


Keep in mind that many, and I mean many, Trump supporters fully support WMAW.

Another thing to point out – like the top cartoon – is that certain Asian women are pretty much incapable of the Westernized notion of love. Tiger Momming is in their veins, as is Tiger Relationships were they get a white husband, nag and scold him constantly, and so the White man finds himself in a loveless relationship while genuine relationships between Asian men and White women – based on love, mutual understanding and similar life goals, drives him crazy. So there’s that.

Obviously these are generalizations but when something like this is ignored, bad things have happened and will happen. The real culprit is just common every day white supremacy, otherwise known as that practiced by your average twenty something fuckboy.

Nice little post on /r/Hapas where a Hapa girl describes how her own mother admits that Half Asian sons look “too Asian” and how Asian moms try to push us to marry Asian women because they’re afraid we get mistreated by White women.

Want to know the incredible racist scam half Asians live under?

Read this post on /r/Hapas – the biggest Half Asian website of all time, which received 970,000 views in a single month.

The post is a Half Asian girl grilling her Asian mother about what kind of man she wants her daughter to marry; then questioning her Asian mother about her Asian looking brother.

Here ya go!

The archive is here. Original here!

I was super apprehensive after stumbling upon this subreddit. But…yall are actually on to something. Especially if its a WMAF.
So anyway I wanted to test this with my own mom. I asked her what kind of man she would want me to marry one day. She responded with, “A white man. You look white anyway.” I pressed on and asked her why not an Asian man. She grew kind of irritated and asked me why it mattered. She eventually said “Asian men don’t like white girls anyway. It is just better to marry a white guy.”
I asked her which she would prefer Id marry: an asian or a black guy. She had to think about her response much longer this time. But eventually said black.
I always loved being mixed. I don’t believe I look completely white passing, although I would say I lean toward looking more white than asian. I never realized it but as a younger girl, especially early teen years, I would purposely try to look more white. At the time I never really thought about WHY I wanted to look more white; it was just something I did as I saw my mother lighten her skin, dyed her hair, got colored contacts etc.
Damn. I’m really not trying to adopt my mom’s self hatred. Where do you go from here?

Her follow up.

Back with an update!
Conversation didn’t go over so well. I asked what kind of woman she wanted my brother to marry, and without fail, said she wanted him to marry an asian women as they will “treat him better than white women”
As for the suggestion of me marrying a hapa. She said hapa males come out looking too asian. She said it as if it was a bad thing which then prompted a long argument. I fiercely love my younger brother (he is 11 I am 22) and I had to step up and raise him when he was first born due to family issues.
I brought up what this subreddit is all about. She said she wanted my brother to marry an asian women because they will ‘treat him better’, but I mentioned how is that possible when tons of asian women, like herself, disregard asian men. I didn’t expect her to give a well thought out answer of course. After accusing her she let me know what an ungrateful daughter I am and that I will not understand the struggle asian women face as I look ‘white enough’
Taking my brother and gonna sleep back at my apartment tonight.

More on Kyle Chapman, “Based Stickman,” Nazi, alt-right hero with an Asian son; dipping bullets in bacon oil to kill Muslims, advocating for “removal” of political opponents and supporting “Western chauvinism.”

If anyone is looking to understand why Half Asians will be such a problematic demographic, especially those with Asian mothers and White fathers.

My father is a Nazi sympathizer, Holocaust denier and semi-famous homophobe writer and fundamentalist Christian who thinks Jews run Hollywood and that the National Socialists did nothing wrong; his wife was also a woman from Hong Kong.

Kyle Chapman was recently exposed for his role as “Based Stickman,” or becoming an “alt-right hero” in which he pepper sprayed and beat several anti-fascist protesters at a Trump rally.

He recently was invited to do an AMA on /r/the_Donald, the leading subreddit for alt-right politics – as, without a doubt, he is a hero among the alt-right.

A fully sourced exposure of Kyle Chapman is found at

From his introduction to his AMA. Original here, archived here.

Our brethren in Europe, they’re struggling right now. Their societies are under vicious attack from Islam, Globalization and Neo-Marxism. Our European Brethren are in a struggle for their very existence. Let’s send them our prayers and support their causes wherever we can. People like Farage, Wilders, and Le Pen are leading the fight for the preservation of European civilization. Let’s support these brave warriors and saviors of the West.

From his /r/The_donald interview, where he brags about how his son will carry on his tradition of Western chauvinism. Archived link to comment here. 

I’m a married man, but my wife was very proud of me, and definitely let me know how proud she was when I got out of jail. Destroying Socialism has been a life long goal, and I don’t see that happening in my generation, but I definitely look forward to seeing my son carry the flame.

Another quote:

For those who don’t know who the Proud Boys are, or what the 2nd Degree is, the Proud Boys are a fraternal organization founded on a system of beliefs and values of minimal government, maximum freedom, anti-political correctness, anti-racial guilt, pro-gun rights, anti-Drug War, closed borders, anti-masturbation, venerating entrepreneurs and housewives, and reinstating a spirit of Western chauvinism during an age of globalism and multiculturalism.

Chapman’s Facebook profile revealed that he actually dipped bullets in bacon grease with the explicit purpose of killing Muslims. Source.


Kyle’s Facebook likes are seen here.



One interesting tidbit of information is how Kyle was actually bailed out of jail by a fellow alt-rightist with an Asian wife: Chuck C. Johnson.

Also, while Chapman was initially charged with up to 6 felonies, including assault with a deadly weapon, he was bailed out with the help of the crowdfunding efforts of Alt-Right (most notably WeSearcher, an Alt-Right platform run by Chuck C. Johnson), pro-Trump internet activists, and those involved in calling the rally like Rich Black. As of this writing, it appears that charges have not been filed against him, but the situation remains under investigation by Berkeley PD. We have also heard that Trump supporters are actively working with the police to ID antifascists.


JAW DROPPING: 29 out of 31 of all professional hockey players (93%) of mixed heritage, have an Asian father and a White mother.

Only two have non-Asian fathers – one black, and one white.

Read the list here if you don’t believe me.

Here’s the archive in case this goes down.

Gee – I wonder what White men / Asian women are doing wrong.

But wait – that’s not it. I did research a few months ago about professional / college football players that are mixed Asian.

All but two have Asian fathers.

On Asian / Eurasian male / black female couples


What’s ironic to me is that Asian women seem to complain about the fact that Asian men “resent” Asian women’s out marriage rates – yet also seem to get very angry when Eurasian males or Asian men marry and date out.

My own mother spent her whole life attempting to push me to marry Asian (specifically Chinese) women – and also warned me in a drastic fashion against dating black women (comments about STD rates, pointing out, to an eight year old child, random blacks on the street and making comments about how they had AIDS).

My first girlfriend in high school was a black girl (arguably the most pretty in the entire school) who was interested in me largely because of my acceptance into Dartmouth (and also because I was funny, relatively popular, and intelligent and outgoing). Of course my white nationalist dad also wasn’t happy with that choice.

But the thing is that Asian women themselves help create an environment of extreme anti-Asian-maleness, whether they want to admit it or not. This unfortunately affects the children as well, especially the boys. I’ve heard “I don’t like Asian guys”, from white women and Asian women and arguably when I was younger I was WHITE PASSING. From my original photo on the Sticky post on this blog – I had a picture showing my hair being sandy blond.

So for me, being a Eurasian guy means that people will still look at you as Asian, and since in the Asian woman’s world, a subpar white male (short, balding, autistic) is better than a full Asian guy, the rest of the world also sees how they behave and this carries over into how half-Asian men are seen.

The thing is – black women, fortunately or unfortunately, depending on who is looking at it – are the only women who will view many Eurasian men as human beings. When dating Asian women, they have a tendency to make Eurasian men feel like crap, and feel as if they’re “cheating” – by hyping up our White features. This is why Elliot Rodger refused to date Asian women.

When dating White women, it’s hit or miss due to the fact that her white male friends will constantly be harassing you for being half-Asian.

Of course, dating other non-white women seems like a much better choice for Eurasian males, with incidents of “cock blocking” being common too, among Indian and Hispanic men who seem to think that XMAW is okay but Asian male + non-Asian woman is wrong, not realizing that their own sons will be Asian.

So black women it is. The problem with that is when you have a racist ass White dad, plus an Asian mom who wants white kids and white grandkids – a black woman means black kids.

White dads marry Asian women out of resentment for Black male / White female couples – so black grandkids would be my dad’s worst nightmare.

Yet black women, by and large, are the only ones that can win our hearts, in many cases. Look at Rex Walters. In that case I say it’s a win-win.

Kill the racist, eugenic Eurasian “bloodline” and in return avoid the crippling White + Asian racist complex and heavily political scam that seems to define our identity.