The best thing a Half Asian child can be is a failure.

Let me start off by saying that I am Ivy League educated, am extremely intelligent, but am approaching 30 and have not had a single steady job in my entire life and make around $8,000 a year; my brother is on disability for mental-illness and will likely never work again after graduating from Stuyvesant High School as a top student, failing out of a top 15 university, and being fired from his store-room stock-boy job several years ago. He is now 31 or 32.

Our mothers went out of their way to degrade and humiliate Asian men, and our fathers usually harbored racist views about Asian men, which might have been aggravated by aggression he received from Asian men upon seeing his relationship with his girlfriend / wife.

All women who “prefer” to fuck or marry White men, from Amy Chua, to my own mother, are nothing more than common racists.

Love, contrary to what people think, is not colorblind, and if it were, then Asian males would be able to “steal” white women at the same rate that white men “steal” Asian women.

What’s worse is that assuming these relationships are not based on some kind of horribly racial dynamic, (which is unlikely since we are all defined by our race and are CLEARLY aware of the race of our partner in relation to ourselves), and is unlikely since these relationships are so one-sided that race is obviously the driving decision behind Asian women deliberately seeking out white men, that Eurasian / Hapa children are “expected” to be better than their mono-racial counterparts.

That is, in order to rationalize their sick, twisted desires, “liberal” white males who have benefited from white privilege their entire lives, and self-hating Asian women, will believe that Hapa children are “special,” “unique,” “beautiful,” “intelligent,” and destined to rule the world. Obviously, this denounces the “special” quality of other races, and is racist in its own way in claiming that Eurasian children are someone ‘better” or “entitled” to our new world.*

  • *It is also worth noting that having read a number of racist websites like Amren, Stormfront, and even having participated in their discussions, it is a common sentiment among racist white males that Eurasian children are their only option to continue “white civilization,” since white women A) either party too much, or B) enjoy sleeping with black males too much. The Eurasian child is thus seen as a counterpart to the mulatto birthed from a black male, which as anyone can see, is the Western world’s second (if not first) most commonly seen biracial child. This sentiment is well-versed on racist websites. At one point is was stupid enough to actually believe this garbage. 

The insecure white male, (like my racist father who has denied the Holocaust, called black people niggers), sad that his civilization is crumbling in the face of feminism, turns to another group of women, rather, the most racist and hypergamous kind (Asian women), simply because the racism and hypergamy works in the white man’s favor. It is obvious that the white man views the Asian woman as the “default,” which is why, for example, on pornographic websites, videos featuring pretty Asian women and black men are usually down-voted extreme amounts. There is no other place on the internet where one can witness the pure racial power-plays evident in the mind of white males, than on pornographic websites.

In any other world, a group of women who held up the interests of a white male simply because he was white would be called Nazis, whores, slaves, sycophants, etc. That includes my own mother, as well as women in my own family.

Now, any reasonable, moral Hapa male or female will realize that racism is an awful thing, because we are naturally familiar to the privilege both of being white (ironically, the people who fight racism the most, these days, are whites, and largely white, feminist women), as well as the racist comments we receive on a daily basis. Realizing that his own mother harbored what is the most vile, vitriolic racism of all, namely that a white male is superior in every way, regardless of his genocidal, racist, or misogynistic views (which I am familiar with since I pass as white, and have even, in my worst moments, entertained these views myself), a Hapa should just simply give up. 

Why should a Hapa, born of the worst, most racist couplings on the fucking planet, pursue a life according to what two awful, narcissistic, solipsistic racist maniacs want?

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13 thoughts on “The best thing a Half Asian child can be is a failure.

  1. So, you and your brother ended up as failures (in your view) despite a strong educational background. I am quite interested in learning more about the events following your Ivy League education, as I assume it was during this period that you developed your world view. Was it a case of landing a dream job and finding it difficult to integrate? Or did you graduate and give up on the idea of a fulfilling life altogether?

  2. So, you and your brother ended up as failures (in your view) despite a strong educational background. I am quite interested in learning more about the events following your Ivy League education, as I assume it was during this period that you developed your world view. Was it a case of landing a dream job and finding it difficult to integrate? Or did you graduate and give up on the idea of a fulfilling life altogether?

    • All of the above. Frankly the behavior of women and racist men and the circumstances of my life, the economy, and depression made me unmotivated, since our value in life is clearly decided by the time we reach sexual maturity anyways (around 22), so I figured there was no point in even trying.

  3. I’ll tell you why white men “steal” asian women more often than asian men “steal” white women. I am currently in an unhappy marriage with an asian man (I am white) and it’s not for my lack of trying.
    His culture has fashioned him into feeling entitled, sexist, narcissistic, and discontent, with no ability to properly communicate or problem solve (education was emphasized, not LIFE AND RELATIONSHIP SKILLS). Our relationship is not working because his effort to solve larger issues, solve smaller issues, and basically talk about anything at all that will make him uncomfortable is nonexistent. Proper, healthy communication in his country is discouraged and any sort of counseling is considered to indicate a mental illness (even marriage counseling). He simply has gotten away with using anger and blaming everyone else (mostly younger people and women) his entire life. That inevitably has translated into everything being my fault.
    Therefore, this “do it all for me because you’re a woman” attitude simply does not fly with white females, who are growing up believing that relationships should take 100% effort on both sides. This simply does not happen where most Asian men are concerned. And P.S. Asian men are often VERY racist.

    White men are also raised (at least to a certain extent) knowing that they are supposed to pull their weight in the relationship. Whether or not they actually do is a different matter. BUT that translates into at LEAST slightly better treatment for the woman in the relationship.
    Now, I will not discount your situation, which sounds like it could be rather horrible. I would hate to have parents (of any race) that intentionally degraded ANYONE. It really must be horrible and I know that my parents don’t do that (at least intentionally).

    The bottom line is that it’s not race. It is culture and respect and let’s face it, each culture has a different weighting of respect. It is often very apparent that Asian cultures have much less respect/equality for women. Would you want to marry into a culture that doesn’t respect you?

    Yes, I do think that the majority of white males are insecure. Just as the majority of Asian males are insecure.

    • The thing is, the White guys that end up with Asian women are often the ones that want to escape the West because of so-called equality (feminism), so that argument goes out of the window.

      As a Black man that has been to China, Japan, and Taiwan, I agree that Asian men can be very racist. White men are often very racist too, even in Asia which “isn’t their country”. Racism is used as a tool to maintain and/or acquire power.

      Women crave White men for their power.

    • This is quite good. I will like to devote a post to this subject in the future.

      The first thing I can think of is that yes, your husband sounds insecure, which is incredibly unhealthy. In seeking a white partner he might have internalized his insecurity in being Asian and looking outwards from his own community as recourse – which is equally unhealthy. Thus having internalized the anti-asian rhetoric of western society and expressing it through being controlling is the issue.

      Or he might just not be attractive and is controlling to compensate.

      These issues no know racial bounds but interracial marriages of both types rarely if ever work.

      I will discuss this more in the future. Thanks for the input.

      • Western society guzzles Asian products, food, and entertainment like a drunk at happy hour. There is no basis for your accusations about a pervasive anti-Asian narrative. No one gets more flak for their race than white people. And, BTW, there is no such thing as white privilege. If I go outside I get hit by rain or sunlight just as much as anyone else, but on the other hand I get no preferential hiring based on race, no scholarships based on race, and no advocacy groups looking out for my interests based on race.

      • ” There is no basis for your accusations about a pervasive anti-Asian narrative”

        yes there is much proof that asians are less likely to get hired/promoted for the same poistion in a job if there is a white guy with the same qualifications. As well racism against asian people are more likely to get looked over (remeber Jeremy Lin?) (baskeball still sucks though)

        “but on the other hand I get no preferential hiring based on race, no scholarships based on race, and no advocacy groups looking out for my interests based on race”

        thats because as the most previlaged group YOU DONT NEED IT

        “Western society guzzles Asian products, food, and entertainment like a drunk at happy hour.”

        got it all backwards Eastern society guzzles euro-american products, food, and entertainment like an addict in a crackhouse! I dont see too many chinese movies getting released in America and make 100 million dollars, nor do i see east asian movie/music stars of both genders being household names and considered actractive by millions

    • It also makes me wonder: do asian men ALSO outmarry to escape the lack of control they have over westernized asian women? I think it is almost uniformly acknowledged that white men marry asian women to escape lack of control over white men; so, in a way, can interracial marriage ever work? The divorce rate between monoracial couples is high, with interracial couples high-ER.

      I suggest ending your relationship by the way.

      Let me think on this and write. Thanks!

  4. If you decide to give up and throw in the towel then your circumstances are entirely your own fault. My question is, who is supporting you? Is it the parents you hate, or the American tax payers (which you also hate).

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