Hey you, Hapa. Reading this. You feel happy? You feel comfortable being a person of color? Guess what. Your mother, your own mother, laughed and turned down nice Asian men for a white man. No amount of money or kindness could make an Asian man attractive to her. She deliberately sought to exterminate you. YOU.
Now try to look at your mother the same way. I don’t care if you don’t think it’s true. Of course she wouldn’t tell you. You see the average Asian man out there? What do you think it’s like being told over and over and over that he’s not worthy of reproducing?
If anyone is out there listening, I am going to kill myself. I cannot do it anymore. I cannot live with my parent’s choices.
I want to die and I will take my own life. I’m glad to see that no Asian women care at all.
With my writing I will expose every last one of you and publicly broadcast my suicide so that people think of me when they see one of these couples. I believe that there might be God.