How many times did I call it? Asian women coast by on their privilege their whole life, avoiding Asian men and causing Asian men as much pain as possible…. when suddenly their sons are born Asian looking and so they go back on their hatred and start trying to instill pride in their sons…. whereas Hapa sons are literally cuckolded and deemed inferior as men ON BIRTH.
Knowing that it is very, very, very common for this to happen, I don’t really think I can ever forgive my mother and father for what they did, and they are essentially dead to me (my mother actually is dead).
This is proof of the mental trauma that Eurasian boys and young men go through during their developmental years – do not let anyone tell you otherwise.
My biracial sons are turning out to be quite Asian looking. I can’t help but wonder what life would be like for them had they looked more white, like their dad. I won’t lie and say, while these babies were growing in my belly, that I hadn’t hoped that they would come out a racial melange. What if they looked straight Chinese, like me?
As they get bigger each day, it is becoming more and more apparent that they look like two cute little Asian boys.
Boy, did we miss something BIG here? Did my sons miss the chance to snag the coveted golden ticket of whiteness?! So close yet so far?! Did they win the ticket to the chocolate factory but forget to wake up in time for the tour?
Edit: If I ever imagined I’d be spitting such tragic colonial rhetoric, I would…
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