I try to achieve an “absolute” truth about the reality of the world. Many people are unable to conceptualize it since they are largely influenced in their pattern of thought by their parents; hence, since my parents have been largely absent for the majority of my life my observations and critiques come from one of realism and out of necessity in survival. They are also influenced in their patterns to avoid stress and pain, because that is human, no, animal nature; largely because my entire life has been pain I think that I am actually drawn to it and feel a comfort in it.
To this date no one has come on this website and offered any other argument other than “you are whiny;” and the others just rely on, “this is true, but why dwell on it.”
I dwell on it because I want to know.
I don’t believe in coincidence and WMAW is not one. If it’s indicative of something much worse about the reality of human nature I want to know and this information could essentially make or break both me and the reader.