Look at this photo and tell me that love is colorblind.
When I was a child, all but two women in my very large family were with white male partners.
Naturally I thought nothing of it until I went to college and started encountering racism against me, who people perceived as an Asian male. I thought I was white. I even believed that god had gifted me with whiteness – and that my mother wasn’t actually my mother, but some kind of non entity, while my whiteness was some kind of divine gift.
I’m serious. This is not insane considering the insane things hapas do.
What’s insane about it is that asian women almost default to white men; and they promise an easy life for hapas. But they don’t seem to realize that ugly white men are just that – ugly, inside and out. Asian genes are strong as hell, and that half Asians look… Asian, or weird.
I dont know what’s wrong with being Asian to this day. But obviously there’s something very wrong with it. And I feel it.
Looking at that photo I can still remember the two year period that I was involved in neo-nazism, in which I wanted to dye my hair blonde, wear blue contacts.
To me, being Asian was just that bad.
To me, I don’t know how to be anything but crazy as a Eurasian male.
Of course white or black women who are involved with asian men don’t think like this. They recognize