Being Half Asian is Essentially an Impossible to Navigate Pyramid Scheme pushed by Asian women and White men

Do you want to understand Asian people? Then go right to their source: their own children, and since so many of the modern incarnations of Asian people in the west are multiracial, let me explain what we have to go through.

Literally, go seek out any mixed family and see how the mother suddenly tries to push her kids into Asian activities (I was pushed into learning Mandarin, doing Kumon, Taekwondo), see how her toddlers openly express disdain for anything Asian, look at how the mothers all seem to hyphenate their names in a last minute push to reclaim Asian identities, yet the fathers all look the same. The majority of our fathers are white.

If you don’t believe me: just leave your house and see for yourself.

The entire thing is largely an exercise in irony.

Let me explain. Do you recall the philosophical statement made on the first season of True Detective? That “time is a flat circle?” I don’t recall the actual origin of the statement but we’ll work with that.

Asian women, in the present, actively create a miserable environment for Asian men, and make it so that identifying as Asian is essentially romantic and social suicide. Literally ask any Asian woman about this and she will admit to have attempted to cause as much pain as possible to an Asian man in her youth through her words and actions.

She will claim it is about feminism, yet any deep digging and pressure will reveal something that they themselves – and only themselves – know behind closed doors – that they are simply not attracted to Asian men, they fetishize white features (tall noses, and light colored eyes) or worse, that they inherently recognize that white men provide a better chance at societal acceptance. (The last part, i.e., about social acceptance, I have noticed after moving to Asia and realizing that the majority of Asian women actually do not date white men because of their low social standing here; hence feminism has nothing to do with it, as any intelligent woman would recognize that there are good and bad within each race).

The feminism part comes as a convenient way to dispel criticism for their non-attraction to Asian men, wherein it is easier to blame Asian men for being bitter; but any group would be bitter if they were told they were essentially genetically, romantically, socially worthless.

When an Asian woman gets older and has a child (like Deanna Fei), the majority of the time the child will endure racism. She will try to teach the child to be proud of his or her heritage, all the while doing this surrounded by Asian women also married to white men.

These white men are completely unable to understand why a half Asian child would be romantically and socially spurned by men and women alike; after all, it never occurred to him that his partner was with him specifically because he was white, and even if he did, he was getting laid.

So in actuality unmarried Asian women in the present create an environment hostile to their half Asian children in the future – all the while passively attempting to claim ownership of hapas. Time is a flat circle; all events happen at once.

The irony is immense. Just incredibly, incredibly immense. 

All of my Chinese New Year events growing up were filled with white men looming over their Asian wives and girlfriends… And yet I was supposed to have developed a subconscious appreciation for my Asian side? Is this why I cut my hair short for years to avoid its black texture and color from coming out?

If anything Asian mothers have no right to tell their children that they feel guilty about us not wanting to embrace our Asian side. These mothers created the atmosphere – in their past and present – that deliberately penalized Asian blood.

What’s even worse is that being Eurasian is actually so emotionally and psychologically traumatizing for so many different reasons that even I can’t understand (being subconsciously castrated is one, wanting badly to be white but failing is another), that…

When Eurasians do act out in horrible ways, it’s not our white side that gets blamed. It’s our Asian side! Despite Asian men having almost zero bearing in our real lives; aside from my uncles who I saw once a year at Chinese New Year, I was raised entirely by my white father.

So even then, even in our darkest hour, our own collective motherhood is against us. And they know this is true, and like anyone else, they attempt to control the discussion, justify their actions while minimizing any blame and responsibility for creating an atmosphere (so, so, so many Asian women act like this) wherein their own sons are confused, don’t know why their confused – all because their mothers could not admit they were simply more attracted to white men. 

Just imagine the sense of betrayal looking Asian and seeing Asian women like your mother reject people who look like you en masse. It no longer has to do with feminism – it has to do with open 1960’s style racism and then being told by them that “we are not entitled to love, life, or happiness.” Even black, Latina, and other minority women are fully aware of this – hence the divide between Asian feminists and other feminist groups.

We don’t have any books to help us, we don’t have any outlet other than saying; oh, well, yeah, then I guess Asian men are really undesirable, so then, I’d better identify as white as I can, or spend the rest of my life lonely, and since feminists say that I am not entitled to anything – well, certainly that must be true; I am worthless.

It’s much worse than being a tragic mulatto. It’s ten times worse, and eventually the chickens will come home to roost.

For my readers: please try to understand the horror of being a half Asian born into a pairing that is deeply, deeply, unfathomably racist at its core, and yet trying to navigate this without going berserk somewhere down the line. And even if it’s not racist, it’s at best a biological paradox where Asian women despise the thought of touching an Asian male physically – and yet their own sons are half-Asian and supposed to accept this.

It’s essentially biological slavery.

It’s a scheme. A very, very vicious scheme that only the most depraved Asian women would allow to exist.

With that being said, there are plenty of aware Asian women out there who understand this basic principal. The problem is that they’re not the ones having Hapa kids by the millions.

The Casual Racism of White Male Asian Woman Couples

Edit: From Facebook’s Terms of Service: 

  1. When you publish content or information using the Public setting, it means that you are allowing everyone, including people off of Facebook, to access and use that information, and to associate it with you (i.e., your name and profile picture).

Just a memo for those who forget what WM/AW couples are about.

It’s not about love… it’s entirely about whiteness, integration, assimilation. It’s 1960’s style, open-faced racism being paraded around as progressive.

Even my own mother dyed her hair and wore colored contacts. If you don’t believe this website just go ask any Asian woman in a relationship with a white man as to why she does it and the majority of the time she will have such vicious things to say about Asian men that you wonder if it was ever about love in the first place.

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The posts were real, she was exposed by me and some other Eurasians, and you can just Google her name to see how both her Facebook and Instagram were taken down as an attempt to save face. The only reason I’m keeping this up is to never allow this sin to fade.

This is a common mentality among Asian women. It’s not love. It never was love, and they are openly practicing racism against Asian men, and their own children. Raised by white supremacists – imagine the monumental damage this will cause their psyche.

I mean, just imagine the trauma of having a mother who believes this is okay.

If it were love I would have seen my parents in love – but instead my mother, since naturally she was a shrewd, hateful woman obsessed with status, was constantly nagging and attacking my father, saying the most vicious things about his eating habits, his behavior, and sleeping in separate bedrooms for 15-20 years. Keep in mind this insane degree of status / money grubbing is inherent to Asian culture – hence its obsession with ugly white men.

And now of course here come the people saying that I’m full Asian. Listen, even if I were, would you think that that kid would be alright?

I don’t really get how much more clear I could be; I have multiple pictures up and I’m guessing it’s a ploy to get me to show my face. In due time, kids.

People are making a HUGE mistake ignoring this message – how many of these damaged kids are out there?

 

Hapas / Half Asians Are the only Race Born With the Implicit Understanding that Race Matters

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I’m leaving this picture (with enough detail to show that I don’t have full-Asian features) as proof of the direness of the situation. Ivy League educated, 6’0″ tall, from a prominent family, had many girlfriends, popular and well liked and described as “brilliant” at several points, etc., etc. The point of this website is now to expose Asian women, the white men who patronize them, their lies to their own children, their reasons for marrying, and the mental cost on the children. There is no way a Eurasian could possibly respect an Asian woman as mother if she had even the slightest inkling of racism against Asian men come out of her mouth at any point in her life, and even more so if she was like many others and demanded a white male.

 

What I mean is this:

There are going to be a tremendous, massive amount of Hapas / Eurasians born in the coming years; almost all of them with white fathers. The amount of baggage from this is going to be too much for these young people to handle. I don’t give two shits about the behavior of Asian men or other cultural reasons for this. The outcome remains uniform.

Asian women are deliberately saying that Asian men are not worthy, inferior, or generally sub-par in comparison to Asian, and even non-Asian men. There is no way that a generation of half-Asians is going to be able to generate a healthy identity as a result of this. A handful of “successful” Eurasians that you met in passing doesn’t indicate anything.

The majority of these Hapas will have had mothers that explicitly said “no Asians.” The rest will have Asian mothers who didn’t necessarily hate Asian men, but still decided that a white man was more suitable than an Asian man. Even more will have mentally-unstable mothers who decided irrationally that white men provided a fantasy for her, one that he was stupid or selfish enough to entertain. (Mine was a combination of all three, hence the broken marriage). I suspect this is mere biology at play, wherein the average white guy is a better choice than the average Asian male; I suspect this has something to do with primitivism and body hair, or something else. Probably has to do with integration and more-so to do with utter fantastical dreaming. If you’re not sure, just look at how Asian women talk behind closed doors about “blue eyes” and European features. I’ve heard it time and time again.

As most Eurasians will notice that all other Eurasians have white fathers, and will come in contact with Asian women who say “no Asians,” this is setting an incredibly dangerous precedent. The difference between “bad couples” and “good couples” is going to be incredibly difficult to differentiate between as Asian women are seen time, after time, after time and time again with white men.

My father was, and is a “respectful” Asiaphile and at one point a PhD candidate in East Asian Studies, who could speak two Asian languages and yet the agony of being biracial remains; the agony of having a mother who valued race above anything remains; the agony of having a bad person as a mother remains, the agony of being rejected from both sides remains; the agony of having to live with the embarrassment of saying that my mother is Asian and my father white, remains.

What’s happening is this:

  • Asian women are choosing handsome white men over ugly Asian men
  • Asian women are choosing ugly white men over handsome Asian men
  • Asian women are choosing handsome white men over handsome Asian men
  • Asian women are choosing bad white men over good Asian men
  • Asian women are choosing bad white men over bad Asian men
  • Asian women are choosing good white men over bad Asian men

As we have seen with Daniel Holtzclaw and Elliot Rodger, the potential blowback from this is tremendous, as young Eurasian men are reminded constantly of their low value before they even set out the door. There is absolutely nothing that could convince a Eurasian with eyes in his head of his inherent value when this is so common.

I challenge anyone who reads this to provide me a reason why this is not fundamentally correct on a terrifying level.

Imagine the utter hell of being a Eurasian son but being literally surrounded by Asian women who literally worship white men, and even worse, seeing this within your own home. We live this every day. The ones who don’t look white enough to disregard any discussion of race.

Essentially, these couples are expecting Eurasians to take this baggage, and figure it out on their own, independently, without a single word of advice from two people completely opposed to their interests as Eurasian men.

I’m guessing you guys didn’t think that one through, did you.

Yeah, good luck. Seriously. You’re all going to need it. There are literally millions of us and all it would take would be another Renz, Holtzclaw, De Grood or Rodger before it becomes your problem. Or, you could read this website and reexamine your entire lives to prevent what is now inevitable.

Or you could pretend I’m not Eurasian, everything I said is a lie, and go back to whatever meaningless crap you do.

 

“Real Life with A Japanese Wife”

My cliff notes:

  • Asian women that refuse their own men are probably not the best people, by the same rule of thumb that men of other races operate on (e.g., most black men would despise a black woman who hated black men; most white men would despise a white woman who hated white men). Even the Asian women who post here married to white men reveal “telling” character issues.
  • This is all well and dandy except the marriage results in children who grow up with parents who never actually liked each other and were together for the sake of convenience or fetishism. On top of that we’re constantly reminded that Asian men, which we are, failed to be seen, even by Asian women, as worthy of existing.

Somebody posted this video on Reddit. Looking through the comments it seems a lot of white men came to an agreement. I didn’t watch all of it, maybe the first three minutes but that’s enough to make my commentary.

White men falsely perceive Asian women as being more morally sound. This is incorrect because any morally sound woman wouldn’t idealize the men of another race. This isn’t racist. This is saying that in a moral ideal, races wouldn’t have different values; most men are way too egotistical and / or naive to question the behavior of why a woman likes them.

(The issue becomes much more complex when Asian-looking sons are involved, however; hence I am forced to think about these things while my father is not.)

White men go through their entire lives not overtly being hit on by women, and then an Asian woman does it and they don’t see red flags; despite a decade of being verbally humiliated by my mother (taking his gifts and throwing them against the wall, for example), he still believes her to be an angel because of her “traditional values”.

I’ve been hit on by women of all races. It’s actually fairly common (or was when I was younger, probably not so much now, there is, in my case, a truth to Eurasian beauty; not so much in the case of others). So I understand that women have something called autonomy – they don’t sit around waiting for a “good guy” with XXXXXX bank account to marry.

I’m not talking about approaching women – most men can get dates like that after a certain point in their life after they accumulate enough capital; I’m talking about having certain qualities that make women approach you when you’re young (i.e., looks, good hair, height, narrow-tapered waist and broad shoulders, confidence, non-neurotic behavior).

A lot of white guys go their whole lives never attracting attention from a white woman in the west; they go to Asia and suddenly are approached by Asian women, or are approached by Asian American women, and they think this is indicative of a moral agency, rather than, in objective terms, bias, or even worse, ulterior motives. (By moral agency, I mean that it is assumed that they like “traditional values,” as embodied by a white man).

Most men completely lack the self-awareness and experience to discern between a foreign woman’s “attention” and genuine love, which, if she had been living in her own space for 20-some odd years, would at very least have leveled against a single local guy, at one point in her life.

Anyways, my dad was and is an extreme paleoconservative. But it doesn’t have anything to do with his politics. There was no way in hell he could ever have landed a white woman; to this date he is unable to make prolonged eye contact with most other people. He mistook my mother’s affection for him as a sign of morality when in fact it was his height and blue eyes that were the draw.

Their entire marriage was a hell of death threats, separate bedrooms, swinging knives, verbal abuse, sexlessness, and yet he still couldn’t see it. He couldn’t imagine that a woman that scorned her own race of men wasn’t exactly sane.

The reason he didn’t know this was because he has never been with an Asian woman who liked her own men or a woman who liked Asian men; I am, and the differences are staggering. She adores children, is traditionally beautiful by Chinese standards, constantly gets complimented on her looks, and told me when we first went out that she “would never had said yes were I not half Chinese,” and that her primary qualification for a partner was “stability” and a “stable life.” I’ve also noticed in my life that the women interested in me had a tendency towards real beauty (not just mini-skirt hotness) and came from “normal” backgrounds; i.e., Jewish women, Caribbean immigrants, Indian, Mexican and Polish immigrants.

This is exactly a contrast to a woman who wants “a foreign husband,” because this entails a fantasy about what life with a foreigner is like, and when the fantasy proves to be different from her mental ideal, she will exhibit the childish, psychotic behavior that made her unable to differentiate between fantasy and reality in the first place.

Of course I expect the collective IQ of the “yellow fetishists” who read this blog to be too low to understand this post, so I leave you with the warning that being a piece of shit and marrying a piece of shit is fine.

The problem is that your son will be half-Asian and the ball is up in the air after that.

The Truth about Tiger Moms (Amy Chua), and Why Asian Women Who Marry White Men are the Most Status Driven

 

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Ever wonder why Amy Chua demonstrates next to no affection or affinity to her husband in photographs?

 

 

  • By definition most women should prefer their own men. It’s well known that white women prefer their own men.
  • Asian women that prefer white men exclusively are necessarily damaged people, as it would imply that they are superficial, status-driven, or racist enough to disqualify an entire race of men. If a woman was truly capable of love, she would not disqualify a man on his race. This doesn’t need any logical argument to prove; most white men ignore this because it feels good to be valued, period, let alone valued for ones race. 
  • White men condemn White female feminism, yet turn to Asian female feminism and careerism as a means to get laid, completely ignoring the Asian woman’s character flaws as long as it implies that he is valued. My father, for example, is very anti-feminist, but failed to ever criticize my mother for her insane careerism and obsession with money (she went to my aunt, weighing 70 pounds, wearing a winter coat on a July day, next to Central Park, saying that she planned to kill herself because my father had relinquished his job and refused a pay upgrade because he believed it to be against Christ’s teachings; or something like that).
  • If an Asian woman only likes white men, this would necessitate that the primary quality is the man’s race, and this would make her standards (especially post marriage) incredibly fickle, as she could easily trade in her man for a better white man (hence my mother’s annoyance with my father failing to live up to the expectations of the American Prince lifestyle she wanted).
  • Asian women also will marry white men for the status of having a white partner, bragging rights for a Hapa baby, for a green card, for access to a Western country, or because they simply do not want an Asian man, or as a means of rebellion, or because they suffered past abuse (my mother was beaten by her father). None of these indicate a genuine love; not a single one would imply a real love. 
  • Asian women, then, that marry white men, tend to be Tiger Moms, as the value and bragging rights of having a Hapa child, also mean that she places immense value in her child as a representation of her own personal success, and since she married a white man as a stepping stone to her own personal success, will Tiger Mom her children as a means to ensure both immediate success in the present, and success in the future. In other words, a woman who marries a white man for the “status” will probably be a Tiger Mom (not that it makes any difference from an Asian woman that marries a white man for a fetish).
  • White men are also very much aware of these imbalances and are happy to take advantage of it, telling themselves that any Hapa child they have would be “different” despite having no basis for comparison, and despite beating down thoughts in the back of their head that Asian men might possibly suffer from racism.
  • After the marriage the woman will become standoffish, bitter, and sexless, and obsessive about money (see: Amy Chua), since the white male was merely a pathway to finding acceptance and validation in the white world, and the white man’s presence merely a precipitate to her ultimate goals.
  • Despite white men adamantly disagreeing with this website, there are very few of them that would ever willingly admit that they are A) in sexless marriages, B) divorced, C) married to someone with clear character flaws, D) married to abusive Tiger Moms, E) having been cheated on, F) or otherwise in non-loving relationships (despite their mental protests). 

Of course, it never occurred to White males that a decent woman wouldn’t have thrown herself at a white man. It took me 25 years to realize this about my mother, after myself having married a woman who preferred Chinese men and was extremely, extremely normal compared to the women in my family. But hey, I could be making this all up, right?

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What a loving couple looks like… in hell.

The ULTIMATE Collection of Links on the Reality of WM/AW Couples: READ BEFORE COMMENTING

Summary:

Being biracial is an incredibly complex issue, especially considering when the majority of biracial people tend to fall along similar lines of parentage. It is oxymoronic for any bi-racial group to develop a healthy identity when it is saturated with latent implications of racial-gendered superiority and inferiority.

(In layman’s terms, do you really expect millions of Hapas, born overwhelmingly to parents who thought Asian men unattractive – let’s be honest, that’s what’s going on, and surrounded by Asian women who hate Asian men, are going to be normal?)

Hypothesis: The frequency of the relationships between White males and Asian women (as opposed to the infrequency of the relationship between Asian men and White women) is primarily based on the uniform higher status, higher economic standing or biological desirability of white men…

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…the intentional or unintentional universal undesirability or lower status of Asian males – explaining the monumentally unbalanced interracial dating ratios. Eurasian sons, in particularly, are largely considered Asian men and fail to benefit from the social and sexual freedom (i.e., not being stereotyped as misogynist and / or asexual) their fathers had, unless they are extremely lucky, and live with the baggage of a peculiar kind of pairing that is weighed with heavy sociological implications.

Regardless of any politicized or non-politicized belief, politically correct or not, the fact remains from both empirical evidence provided by Eurasians (not by white men or Asian women), and data aggregated by /r/Hapas, that Eurasians are still constantly reminded that they are of less value than white men, even by women who will someday become future mothers to Asian looking Eurasian sons and even by the men who themselves are the fathers to Asian looking Eurasian sons.

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The Asian Gender War and Why Eurasians are still Screwed

Asian men obviously get angry at Asian women dating out. Understandable since Asian men have little recourse in the modern world in terms of dating.

Obviously it has come up more than one that I’m possibly full Asian.

I respond with:

A) First of all, people who are racist enough to make distinctions, don’t bother between halves and full. For the longest time I literally thought I was white (I posted on Stormfront for Christ’s sake) but was told repeatedly to my face, “you’re an Asian,” “you look kind of Asian,” “you have a very Asian vibe going on, do you wear glasses,” “I don’t really like Asian guys,” “I only like white guys,” etc., despite me literally being identified as white by less discerning people. So I’m expected to just be happy being half Asian and having a mother who thought Asian men were ugly / unworthy, etc.

B) Often times, people who are racist (and yes, having racial preferences is racist) make shitty parents; so this doesn’t change the reality that many Eurasians are born with open racists, fetishists, and complete disconnect from both sides. How the HELL could this possibly be denied in the sake of claiming that I’m full Asian? Does it change this fundamental point that being Eurasian deprives one of a healthy community and healthy self esteem?

C) Eurasians are literally supposed to sit there and believe claims of patriarchy, oppressiveness, essentially incited to believe that ALL Asian men are bad, while ALL white men are good, while Asian men are also curiously, coincidentally labeled as the least attractive men physically. Not to mention that it’s usually the worst kind of white guy who goes for Asian women.

D) In what world does it make sense for a Eurasian person to only take pride in one half of himself? In what world does it make sense for a Eurasian to take less pride in his Asian side because Asian men are routinely viewed as inferior? Most Eurasians’ problem is that they only take pride in their white side because they know that Asian men are undesirable and try to distance themselves; websites like this pop up when we fail and instead try to make sense of it. 

People are literally expecting Eurasian people to take pride in the fact that white men are better. That is LITERALLY what they’re asking – prove to me that it’s not. That’s why this website is apolitical, because at the end of the day, the shit doesn’t make any fucking sense *at all.*

Why Politics Mean Nothing to a Eurasian

Why do Asian women love white men? Is it because Asian men are unattractive? Is it because Asian men are patriarchal assholes?

The answer is that it doesn’t matter; the outcome is the same. A Eurasian male. Having children and giving them a good life goes well beyond being able to have mutual attraction and having sex; and even if the mutual attraction is structured as such because of biological or political reasons, the fact remains that the child is still stuck with the outcome of being an Eurasian male (and more often than not, an ASIAN LOOKING MALE) born to a man and woman who cared little for the issues of Asian men. 

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Stop Listing Philipino Hapas as “Successful Eurasians”

For whatever reason it looks like whenever there’s a successful Hapa listed, 9/10 times his mother is Philipino.

I was trying to think why, and I honestly do think that this is because the women in the Philippines are so poor that out marriage is there only option to survival, not hatred.

It’s totally different from guys with mothers who actively look at avoid Asian men totally and spend their youth chasing white men and demeaning Asian men. This seems to be the Chinese / Korean and maybe Japanese category.

Mental Illness in Motion #3: XiaXue and her son Dash

Xiaxue, popular blogger in Singapore, has a white husband. I’m not going to really go into depth about her since it’s all fairly easy to find online with a simple Google search.

This is her and her son:

Supposedly there is a video of her saying that she actually wanted to have a daughter over a son. This goes hand in hand with what I suspect is a favor for daughters over sons among vehemently racist Asian women (i.e., the Asian women who prefer white males). I suspect that deep down they know that there is

absolutely no way for an Asian looking Asian son to be at peace with himself knowing that his own mother vastly preferred white males – i.e., thought they were superior. 

Knowing what I know now I don’t think it really will ever be possible for this son to live a normal life knowing what he knows.

But anyways, nobody listens to me, despite the fact that there are so, so, so, so few successful Asian looking Eurasian sons out there, despite there being more of them than some small countries.