🔥January 23, 2016: 20 Year Old Half Asian Thomas Wagoner Commits Suicide

This is the second public suicide of a half-Asian in one month.

Imagine if something was true: i.e., that half-Asians are born from Asian women who believed Asian men to be inferior, that integration was integral to a life of happiness, and give birth to half Asian sons who get bullied, consistently reminded by their own immediate families of their low self worth, and yet people refused to admit this could potentially be disastrous for their young sons because it would mean they had to deprive themselves of pleasure. How predictable.

“Wagoner, who was half-Asian, experienced bullying and racial discrimination as a child and teen”. Thomas Wagoner. Hapa ASU student that committed suicide by jumping off a building this month.

Archive here.

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Growing up in the tiny town of St. John’s, Wagoner, who was half-Asian, experienced bullying and racial discrimination as a child and teen at St. John’s High School, according to his family.

Still, when Thomas got to ASU, he seemed to thrive, Carey says.

“When he got to college, I asked him if he was still experiencing discrimination,” Carey says. “He said, ‘Once I got to ASU, I wasn’t a minority anymore. So I’m not discriminated against anymore.’”

Maybe not, but maybe he realized that like his mother, the majority of Asian women refused to see Asian men as human beings; a brutal nihilistic truth shoved into his face.

Well done, folks.

🔥Real life and Instagram confirms White men and Asian women are lying about Hapa babies; updated in real time!

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Top left and bottom right, both AMWW. But don’t take my word for it, just go look for yourself.

Simple experiments you can do, such as browsing Instagram, where people upload photos in real time.

Do an Instagram search for the “#Eurasian” tag.

These are updated in real time, with no gimmicks.

All – and  I mean ALL – of the good looking, successful Eurasian men on Instagram have Asian dads.

All the others are women (naturally) who have a much easier time in life being Eurasian women (link to a post written by a half-Asian girl about how she openly admits her life is easier that her brothers).

The other men, with Asian moms?

Gay, or single.

It makes sense actually.

People do not understand the psychological toll of growing up under a white man / Asian woman depraved fetish couple, yet looking even vaguely Asian. If you don’t believe me just go meet some Eurasians – most of us are born from bottom of the barrel white-worshipping trash and opportunistic white males, so we really are the product of our parents.

Don’t listen to WMAW couples when they try to defend themselves. Just watch how they act in public, ask the father about his political affiliations or see if he has MRA or MGTOW tendencies, look at how the Asian mom defers to the white man… it’s a recipe for disaster.

As this AMWW Hapa says it:

Give me 5 minutes with a halfsy and I can tell you almost beyond a shadow of a doubt whether they are my kind of Hapa, or if they are from the dime a dozen bargain bin.

So even before I started writing another Hapa noticed that WM/AW are so cheap and common that being Eurasian is almost a given rather than anything special.

Updated in real time:

4/18/2016: Eurasian male “model” Chris Petersen… with what looks like his boyfriend.

“My son is half-Asian, and he’s handsome.”

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Your handsome half Asian son.

Here’s a question. Are there handsome Asian men? Yes or no.

Here’s another question. Did your wife want them? Nope, she did not. Do white women want them? Nope, they do not. Don’t believe me? Just look up any study on online dating.

So why the hell would anyone want a handsome half Asian when they could just get a handsome full Asian?

The “beautiful Hapa” mixed baby myth is essentially nothing but that, a myth. I will explain why in a logical manner.

Even if Hapas are good looking, the fact remains that your treatment still depends on how Asian you look. “I know well adjusted Hapas,” means you know Hapas who pass entirely as white.

I have noticed in my life that despite some women considering me good looking, calling me gorgeous, handsome, dashing and beautiful, there are still women that disregarded me entirely for my race and told me so. Why exactly I would differentiate between the hurt this caused me, and the fact the my mother was the same way – makes no sense to me. Why would I look at my parents and not automatically think “white worship” when I myself have experienced discrimation?

I recognize her and the women in my family as being just as repulsive. People here REALLY think that a half Asian son is able to look at his mother and father and NOT see a woman who rejected all Asian men, worshipped white men, and a man who leveraged his whiteness to get laid? You really think we Eurasian sons don’t look at an Asian mom, White dad, as an almost living parody of the stereotype of the western man and his geisha submissive bride? (Notwithstanding in my case my dad was legitimately a conservative weirdo and my mother an insane, status grubbing woman with dyed hair and colored contacts).

Newsflash: We ALL think like this, though we’d never tell you.

Also, for almost a decade I would look at repulsion at my Asian features in the mirror and had a borderline paranoia at looking Asian to the extent I considered dying my hair blond and wearing colored contacts. I would even cut my hair short for a decade for a fear of its natural dark brown / black color to come out. I wouldn’t even let anyone photograph me – let alone photograph me from the side, because my side profile vaguely represented that of an Asian man, and tell me exactly why I would want to be an Asian man?

I refused to look at photos in which I looked Asian (which I DEFINITELY DO) and would instantly balk and sulk at someone making a comment about how I looked Asian. This is DESPITE me living in China where I feel less paranoid about my appearance, but still get stared at by locals and treated as an outsider because of my unusual looks.

The fact remains that there are good looking Asian men – and Asian women are still rejecting them in favor of attractive, unattractive or ugly white men, which indicates that it isn’t the looks that is so much at issue but that white blood that is valued in us.

So essentially we’re told from birth that to look Asian as a man is to be incredibly disadvantaged even with the women that we would otherwise be able to use as a fallback if non-Asian women didn’t want us. So even Asian women don’t want Asian men – yet we look Asian, so how fucked are we?

Even if I were attractive, which I assume I am by what people have told me, I would still be vehemently opposed to anyone, or any woman, who told me that white men are better candidates for making babies than Asian men.

Why would I believe a woman (or my mother in this case) who told me that race wasn’t the issue, when all indications, especially the overall behavior of Asian women, indicates that this is the issue?

How the HELL could I ever accept this attitude from a woman – even my own mother and women in my family?

How the HELL could this ever lead to a mentally healthy attitude development in a Hapa child?

How the HELL could I possibly ever come to terms, now or later, with the undeniable fact that the womb that birthed me believed that white men – even one with less qualifications than an Asian man – would make a better father / sperm donor / partner than an Asian man?

And what people don’t realize is that half-Asians, in the eyes of most people, men and women, are still Asians.

People who make those distinctions, make no distinction between full and half, which is why Elliot Rodger still was unable to achieve the natural confidence that came with being fully white, and snapped because he was never treated as something he believed he was treated as.

This, what you read here, is the ultimate affirmation of a specific kind of psychosis that will manifest in Eurasian men more often than not, and I expect there to be more outbursts or otherwise negative behavioral patterns in Eurasians – even handsome Eurasians.

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Another handsome Eurasian son. Yale student turned drug dealer. 

Essentially, the issue here is one of extreme nihilism: Asian women only value WHITENESS in their partners – to the extent that they grossly disregard personal development, character and intelligence, and this attitude, one that is at the same time, extremely lax towards white behavior, and stringent in its requirements for whiteness, is one that causes as massive, massive, massive dichotomy in the child, assuming he is straight, proud of who he is and determined to find a strong identity.

So now your half Asian son will be bullied, called a small dick chink, reminded of how he is Asian – and even worse, reminded of how millions upon millions upon MILLIONS of women who look like his mother hated Asian features. Good job folks, you’ve done it!

 

My New Year’s Observation on How Sadistic Certain People (Ahem… Women) are in Chinese culture

Story time. Anyone here who doesn’t know who I am… I’m a Eurasian with a Chinese mother and an American father, Ivy League educated, who flew to China with the intent to just live out the rest of my life in relative peace, and then die alone, via suicide or just naturally. If it wasn’t here, it would’ve been South America, Africa, or Central Asia. I pulled a Dave Chappelle essentially.

Let me preface that my Chinese family has many ultra sweet Chinese women that would never hurt a fly. I’m not being a misogynist or MRA or any bullshit slogans… Please. Other women know what other women are capable of. Even my wife and her mom are aware of this. Women are, after all, more intelligent than men.

But there are also a few to the point of being 50/50. And by bad people I mean the worst of the worst. This is for white guys who think Asian women are better partners than white women. And then I look at my mother and the others in her family I realize that again it’s almost a 50/50 split between sadists and normal, level headed women.

Anyways none of the women in my new Chinese (I.e., my wife’s) family married foreigners. The reason for this is probably because of poor language skills.

We went to stay at my wife’s uncles place for the New Year. He’s a pretty gruff guy, from the northeast, but he’s usually very friendly and accommodating. He has some five or six brothers and sisters, and there were about fifteen-twenty people at his house. He has a mansion in a gated community on the edge of Beijing. They’re shittily built McMansions popular with foreigners. Big houses but shit compared to the quality of stuff you’d find in the downtown area.

About five o’clock in the morning two nights ago, two hours after I got hammered I went downstairs to sleep in the basement. And then I heard this uncle yelling. It was some of the craziest, most furious yelling I’ve ever heard. Like that scene in Django Unchained where he cut his hand on a glass while doing it. He was screaming in front of his entire family “fuck your mother’s cunt,” and pretty much every other curse word.

Neither my wife or I had ever seen anyone so angry. We discussed this last night and came to the realization that his family had problems. He never finished high school but got rich off of owning several successful pharmacies. He is also divorced and has two young adult children, a boy and a girl, and an infant daughter from his new wife.

My wife told me his story. Apparently his daughter, who is about 20 or 21, set him off. We said, oh, there’s nothing she could’ve done to set a man off like that. My wife said to me, you can’t judge her, you don’t know what she’s been through. I said has she watched her mother die? And she said no. And I said; then she has no basis for comparison.

But, this girl is grade A nuts. She spent four years, having come back from the US just two months ago, in California, on a mission to earn a degree. She failed out twice and came back empty handed. She also managed to spend 2 Million RMB in a two year period. This is approximately 320,000 dollars. To ensure more money she threatened her dad that she would prostitute herself in the US for income. And my wife suggested it seemed as if she already had an abortion based on her appearance (don’t ask me but apparently women have a sixth sense on this stuff).

My wife said that her uncle must have blown up at the fact that his daughter hates his new wife. His new wife and him have a child together; like him, she never finished high school. Pretty, but uneducated. Chews with her mouth open. I quite like her though. The daughter hates this woman and apparently was furious because her father had promised to never have a child again. But obviously it would have happened because he’s rich and there’s little you can do to avoid this when you’re rich.

Apparently (we found out last night from my mom in law) the daughter tried to smother the baby with a pillow. The uncle warned his new wife to never allow his own flesh and blood daughter around his infant child.

At this point I should mention that this daughter spent almost all night trying to ply me for where she could find a foreign boyfriend, and show off her god awful English skills to me.

The story gets juicier when we find out about her mother (the ex-wife of rich uncle). This woman was from southern China. Before she got married she had a child with another boy. When she was sixteen. She had married the poor sodwhile she was still married. She kept this fact a secret from her own husband for sixteen years. Sixteen years.

When he found out he wanted to kill her. Apparently towards the end of the marriage they were using such colorful language as “I want to put you in a meat grinder,” which is all familiar to my own parents.

Anyways; what struck out to me was last night out of the blue, my wife suggested that her cousin had inherited the insane gene from her mother. That she was deeply mentally ill to the point of attempting to murder a sleeping infant. But more so to the point that my wife said:

“They’re the kind of women that says they’re willing and ready to do anything to succeed. She inherited the DNA from her crazy mom.”

And there this girl was asking me about foreign men. And there was this behavior manifested time and time again in the women in my own family, including my own mother, including the flirtation with filicide, where she would drive me and my brother at 90 mph on the highway and threaten to crash.

If you really lack any kind of basic human empathy then you will enter relationships for the sake of your own gain, your own manipulative purposes, for race…. This seems now to me fully engrained in Chinese and maybe even Asian culture. No white guy would ever be able to fathom this because as men our egos are such that we ignore obvious signs, even when dealing with white women, that we are being manipulated. Again, not misogynist; I’m just pointing out that women are often a thousand miles ahead of men in terms of understanding how to play the game.

These types of women do not fucking care about their children. They do not care about anything but themselves. The angst of a few Hapas is nothing on their radar. They simply do not care. I guarantee you behind every Asian woman complaining about shitty upbringing has a battered father who just exploded one day thanks to abuse from his mom. Even the so called white women that white guys hate, like bottom of the barrel “mudsharks” like Stanley Ann Dunham that they can’t shut the fuck up about, care a thousand times more for the wellbeing of her children.

There are no white men in my story, yet there would be, were this America. This is merely an observation on the behavior that seems commonplace.

I might add that there is another Chinese woman married to my wife’s eldest male cousin. He’s a typical Chinese guy. Very beta, very hard working. His wife, when pregnant, starved herself to prevent her little girl from growing big. His wife also missed nearly every event together. The first New Years spent together she threatened him with divorce in front of the entire family; he then spent the evening weeping like a child in his room. Last night she didn’t show up. Not only that but it was her husband’s birthday. She had in the past left the house and disappeared for a week at a time with no word of where she went.

The point of this story is that sexpats swear up and down western women are trash. Yet fail to realize that the trash of the east usually has its eyes on a white male. And now we have ten million hapas being raised by sociopaths and their narciccistic white husbands.

If anything I’ll encourage my son to marry black, Latina or white over Asian. There’s something deeply, deeply wrong with the culture that is irreparable.

And before we hear another happy go lucky hapa come in here talking about it’s not a big deal. If you look white shut the fuck up. Apparently I look white to these people and I recognize how privileged I am. I could turn my back on it all if I wanted.

After the first dozen times being called foreigner by these people the thought occurred to me to just walk away. But I wonder how many depraved sexpats take the white worship as a compliment. If anything it’s the gravest insult.

 

P.S.,

I just remembered that this cousin also asked me (she works at a very expensive car dealership) if I wanted to be a model for her company in some regards. She also said that I’m 2 inches too short but I would do facially.

I told her and her dad to their face that if they wanted a foreigner to show off, to go find a 100% white male to do the job because I’m just a mix. Not the real thing.

“There were a few half-Asian kids in my high school. The girls did fine. The boys did not. I have for decades thought that if a white and Asian had a kid, the kid should be female. If male, he’s looking at being in Hell.”

Saw these comments on my blog posted elsewhere on the web.

Asian women preferring white men, and outright rejecting men of their own race, is strange and even seems unnatural, but I’m not a psychiatrist or anthropologist. I would think that people would instinctively prefer their own race/ethnicity for group association and especially bond-pairing and having children. Could this behavior be considered a mental illness? How much of this is learned behavior (e.g., social programming/conditioning) and how much is biological or instinctive?

You guys seem to underestimate the psychological toll of being mixed race, and also having WMAW shoved in your face. Think it emasculates Asian men? It fucks us up more.

What’s the problem here? You know for a fact for so many Asian women to openly despise Asian men, that there’s something going on. So why would your own sons be different?

Because you’re a “good father?” Because you encourage them to “work out?” Because Asian men have never worked out before?

By oversimplifying it you guys really, really, REALLY took a huge gamble. The next few decades should be interesting.

You guys missed the big point: Asian women are actively rejecting Asian men in droves, both in Asia and the West. Why on earth do you think this can be surmounted with petty advice? Will or will not your own son be Asian?

I can believe a chunk of it – and how it could possibly screw someone up.

As I laid it out for Quartermain on my blog, nobody actually knows the mental processes and social background of those girls who chase western men. After all: if your mom is nuts, and projects that nuttiness onto you, you’re going to go just a little bit weird and loopy in many ways as a natural consequence.

Which is going to be “interesting” for the children of single mommies. Especially the male children.

There are obviously exceptions, however the examples I know of happen exactly like described. I knew a couple of Thai girls who were half British and they had an amazing time at university living in Australia getting invited everywhere and talked to by both Thai and whites.
One of their brothers came over thinking Australia was welcoming and found himself always tagging along with his big sister because no one wanted to know him on his own.
He dropped out, gained 40kg and moved back in with his parents and is a stoner/gamer.
His sister married a successful Thai businessman and goes to all the big corporate functions as a trophy wife.
He was a nice enough guy, just the whole introverted shy Asian thing is much more attractive in girls than it is in guys.

2009: “Asian/White hapa’s are for the most part really good looking, but they always have weird mental problems for some reason. Anger, depression, it’s always something. Maybe it’s the abusive father and over-subservient mother complex.”

My blog originated in 2014. In 2009 I was at the peak of my “crazy” behavior (i.e. losing 60 pounds in 3 months, having extreme body image issues as a man, and overall attempting to be white).

In 2009, people were already noticing this. If any of the readers here actually went out and met some Hapas, they would start noticing certain patterns.

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Largely – it’s a difficult proposition to navigate the world as a half-Asian child, born under the conditions that white fathers were better than Asians. Look at it from this perspective.

Your half Asian son sees white women laughing at Asian men – then sees Asian women laughing at Asian men – and then sees his own mother married to a white man, and all her friends married to white men.

If my readers think that this line of thought is largely limited to me, or this blog, you’re sorely mistaken.

Any white fathers / Asian mothers who believed that they were truly innocent would be attempting to nip this in the bud now, rather than wait. But in actuality, this is the truth:

These people actually do believe that white men are superior – yet raise half Asian children. The probability of us being resentful of our parents, angry, mentally unbalanced or manic depressive is very, very high.

Everything said on this website is true; One of your own children is spilling all the beans on WM/AW couples.

To white male / Asian female lurkers: I don’t have to appeal to you. I have to appeal to the billions of people who were on the fence about you, but now will recognize you for the horrid people that you really are.

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  • Your value as a Eurasian is how white you look.
  • White fathers believe that just showing up, wearing an aikido uniform, making friends with your sensei doesn’t mean you know what it’s like to be Asian.
  • White male obsession with Asian culture is actually an obsession with Asian women.
  • White men saying they’re good fathers isn’t enough in raising a child when your relationship is loaded to hell with century-old implications of power and race imbalance.
  • You’re an idiot if you think that children don’t pick up on mommy / daddy being a different race and a million other couples having the same appearance.
  • White male obsession with Asian women is 9 out of 10 times an obsession with the only women that feel would tolerate you for their faults. Physical or social.
  • Relationships between white men / Asian women is directly rooted in the race of the man and the hope for whiter babies (my mother dyed her hair, wore colored contacts, took a white last name).
  • Asian women practice open racism where white men have much higher value than the average Asian man; they then have the nerve to tell half-Asian children to be proud to be Asian.
  • Half Asian sons are being raised by women who deliberately support the idea that whiteness is superior. Don’t believe me? Go ask one.
  • White men directly enable and manipulate self-hatred and white-worship to get laid and try to raise their sons as “substitute white people” (my father did this).
  • Asian women marry out of a desire to rebel against their culture, or because white men are taller / more sexually attractive, yet try to claim the Hapa identity as theirs. They spent decades trying to define Eurasians as being “beautiful / intelligent / talented” as a cover for their open racism.
  • The Hapa identity is a fabrication used to justify the idea that white blood makes Asians better. Hapas are not beautiful – white blood makes us more beautiful.
  • The preference for White men is not rooted in Asian male behavior, but overarching desire for whiter children, and white men. Asian male anger / bitterness (the natural result of being discarded) is then used to further excuse preference for white men, creating a perpetual cycle.
  • Ask any Asian woman, behind closed doors, why she likes white men, and she will admit that “Asian men are not attractive;” yet their sons will be Asian men.
  • Eurasians will always be reminded of how White men are better than Asian men, across the board, simply by leaving the house; my individual experiences, multiply it by millions – to understand that half-Asians are being born into a climate that Asian women created, one that hates the Asian male appearance.
  • Saying “no Asians” is open racism that no half-Asian son, in his right mind, if he knew his mother said this same thing, could ever love her.
  • The “Hapa” myth of Eurasian beauty only rings true for a small percentage of men, the others who just look Asian.
  • A large number of Hapas pass successfully as white and don’t need to think about these things, which ideally was the ultimate objective of their parents, to be raised as “replacement white children.”
  • Eurasian children will suffer if they look even vaguely Asian, and will be constantly reminded of their low social worth by other Asian woman / white male couples that are not their parents.
  • Asian women will lie to their teeth in order to prevent the truth getting out – that white men are just more sexually attractive.
  • They will lie to their own children and tell us that being Asian is a good thing when it is not a good thing to look anything like an Asian male.
  • Asian women are extremely privileged in White society and only after they have Asian looking kids do they try to prepare us for racism by teaching us about our heritage.
  • White men use Asian women for easy sex when White women fail to match their expectations of behavior, i.e., too slutty, sleeping with black men.
  • White men believe Asian women carry more “white values” than white women themselves.

The Truth about being a “Beautiful Half-Asian Hapa Baby”

Some random observations:

  • When you have a son, your privilege as a blue-eyed white male is thrown out the door.

Whereas, if your partner were constantly complimenting your blue eyes, your son will not be able to leverage his blue eyes in order to secure a mate. He will instead have to rely on different factors, and since the number of women, including Asian women, who openly favor Asian men, is much lower, this will be damaging to his emotional well-being. For every Asian woman who deliberately rejected Asian men, so forth will your Eurasian son be rejected. My clash with my monumental ego and narcissism, years back, where I was literally obsessed with my looks, sent me into a rage when I was rejected by a white woman for being Asian (I’ve mentioned this many times before).

  • On “beautiful Hapa babies.”

This is by and large a lie. All babies are universally cute, but this does not translate to being an attractive male. A desire for a beautiful baby is essentially on par with having a pet; hence you see many divorced Asian women (divorced largely because of their insane behavior, like my mother’s, wherein the child is part of a fantasy) using their children as status symbols. My mother constantly showed me off to her siblings and mentioned my tall nose and deep eyes whereas ostracizing my father, but again, this does not translate to necessary success in the future; it is borderline narcissism wherein the love for the child is not love per se, but love as long as [qualifications] exist.

If you do a youtube search for “half asian babies” you will find a number bragging about how their children have blue eyes; despite this being impossible, the idea that such white worship is prevalent is extremely, extremely troublesome.

My case was unusual. My mother seemed to like my brother more than me despite him being black haired, black eyed. She Tiger Mommed him more than me, but less cruelly; I began to think that it was because I was either born via C-section or because I didn’t look like her, or even some kind of resentment towards me. My memory doesn’t go back that far so I can’t figure out the reason for this yet.

On “beauty;” In fact, any person who will want to make the distinction (i.e., a person who doesn’t like Asians) will not differentiate between full Asian and half, even if you don’t look Asian. Go on any website discussing white looking Eurasians like Adam Smith or Cary Fukunaga, and the comments are there.

  • I’ve come across many Hapas who complained of feeling embarrassed while walking with their parents. I have experienced this too, but moreso, more when walking with my father (as my mother is dead).

Regardless of their intentions, (and I know my parents’ were bad), the assumptions made that my father was an Asiaphile, a loser, or couldn’t get a white woman are there. In my case, they were true, but I don’t think most people bother to differentiate when it’s so common. Obviously, there will be exceptions to this rule, particularly among less intelligent Hapas, like my brother. 

  • It’s frankly impossible for a Eurasian to not notice the interracial imbalance unless they come from entirely white states.

I think many Eurasians that you meet on the street, especially the tall, good looking ones, tend to favor White women (if they can) out of a subconscious rejection of the “white-fever” and “yellow-fever” they are associated with by extension, in any major American city. Another thing could be their rejection of their Asian side, as it is obvious to them that looking Asian is frankly a death sentence. Part of me thinks that Eurasian women do this too, mostly out of a repugnance for their own mothers… if you go read some of the comments on this blog, there are a ton of Eurasian girls complaining about emotional abuse from their mothers.

 

Hapas / Half Asians Are the only Race Born With the Implicit Understanding that Race Matters

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I’m leaving this picture (with enough detail to show that I don’t have full-Asian features) as proof of the direness of the situation. Ivy League educated, 6’0″ tall, from a prominent family, had many girlfriends, popular and well liked and described as “brilliant” at several points, etc., etc. The point of this website is now to expose Asian women, the white men who patronize them, their lies to their own children, their reasons for marrying, and the mental cost on the children. There is no way a Eurasian could possibly respect an Asian woman as mother if she had even the slightest inkling of racism against Asian men come out of her mouth at any point in her life, and even more so if she was like many others and demanded a white male.

 

What I mean is this:

There are going to be a tremendous, massive amount of Hapas / Eurasians born in the coming years; almost all of them with white fathers. The amount of baggage from this is going to be too much for these young people to handle. I don’t give two shits about the behavior of Asian men or other cultural reasons for this. The outcome remains uniform.

Asian women are deliberately saying that Asian men are not worthy, inferior, or generally sub-par in comparison to Asian, and even non-Asian men. There is no way that a generation of half-Asians is going to be able to generate a healthy identity as a result of this. A handful of “successful” Eurasians that you met in passing doesn’t indicate anything.

The majority of these Hapas will have had mothers that explicitly said “no Asians.” The rest will have Asian mothers who didn’t necessarily hate Asian men, but still decided that a white man was more suitable than an Asian man. Even more will have mentally-unstable mothers who decided irrationally that white men provided a fantasy for her, one that he was stupid or selfish enough to entertain. (Mine was a combination of all three, hence the broken marriage). I suspect this is mere biology at play, wherein the average white guy is a better choice than the average Asian male; I suspect this has something to do with primitivism and body hair, or something else. Probably has to do with integration and more-so to do with utter fantastical dreaming. If you’re not sure, just look at how Asian women talk behind closed doors about “blue eyes” and European features. I’ve heard it time and time again.

As most Eurasians will notice that all other Eurasians have white fathers, and will come in contact with Asian women who say “no Asians,” this is setting an incredibly dangerous precedent. The difference between “bad couples” and “good couples” is going to be incredibly difficult to differentiate between as Asian women are seen time, after time, after time and time again with white men.

My father was, and is a “respectful” Asiaphile and at one point a PhD candidate in East Asian Studies, who could speak two Asian languages and yet the agony of being biracial remains; the agony of having a mother who valued race above anything remains; the agony of having a bad person as a mother remains, the agony of being rejected from both sides remains; the agony of having to live with the embarrassment of saying that my mother is Asian and my father white, remains.

What’s happening is this:

  • Asian women are choosing handsome white men over ugly Asian men
  • Asian women are choosing ugly white men over handsome Asian men
  • Asian women are choosing handsome white men over handsome Asian men
  • Asian women are choosing bad white men over good Asian men
  • Asian women are choosing bad white men over bad Asian men
  • Asian women are choosing good white men over bad Asian men

As we have seen with Daniel Holtzclaw and Elliot Rodger, the potential blowback from this is tremendous, as young Eurasian men are reminded constantly of their low value before they even set out the door. There is absolutely nothing that could convince a Eurasian with eyes in his head of his inherent value when this is so common.

I challenge anyone who reads this to provide me a reason why this is not fundamentally correct on a terrifying level.

Imagine the utter hell of being a Eurasian son but being literally surrounded by Asian women who literally worship white men, and even worse, seeing this within your own home. We live this every day. The ones who don’t look white enough to disregard any discussion of race.

Essentially, these couples are expecting Eurasians to take this baggage, and figure it out on their own, independently, without a single word of advice from two people completely opposed to their interests as Eurasian men.

I’m guessing you guys didn’t think that one through, did you.

Yeah, good luck. Seriously. You’re all going to need it. There are literally millions of us and all it would take would be another Renz, Holtzclaw, De Grood or Rodger before it becomes your problem. Or, you could read this website and reexamine your entire lives to prevent what is now inevitable.

Or you could pretend I’m not Eurasian, everything I said is a lie, and go back to whatever meaningless crap you do.

 

“My Parents Were Not Like That! They Were in Love!”

I’m sure they were, and I’m not being sarcastic. I mean it.

It’s convenient though that love appears to be so color-centric.

Was your mother escaping poverty? Was she too unattractive to find a decent Asian male? If so, yes, it may very well be, and is love.

My mother wasn’t. She deliberately sought out a white male. There are millions of these women and they don’t merely just pass along through life and die; they create children.

I had the privilege of seeing exactly what happens when a woman seeking the All American Prince Charming and the White Picket Fence lifestyle got stuck with a balding office worker and an eight hundred square foot apartment nowhere near a subway line.

Love no longer became a delusion of mine. Pray tell me – assuming white dad was no longer able to provide mom with the fantasy of whiteness and American inclusion – would she still love him?

Mine didn’t. In fact, love wasn’t even there when they first met, and there wasn’t enough money to keep the “love” balloon inflated for more than a few years.